Just Jwayne

2009-03-30T01:41:00.000+08:00

if time stops here

Shadow

2009-03-09T00:44:00.003+08:00

如果有一天你发现你身边的影子不见了

那感觉是如何
而在我记忆里的你的影子也渐渐的消失而去

那感觉是......

Path

2009-02-25T01:58:00.002+08:00

Story of the path

2009-01-29T01:24:00.000+08:00

imesyl

Merry Xmas!!!

2008-12-24T03:50:00.001+08:00

HOHOHOHO!!!

MERRY XMAS TO ALL!!!
HAVE A FUN FILLED WITH LOVE!!
WEEEEeeee!!!!

My ITE Flash Project

2008-10-22T04:24:00.020+08:00

This is my ITE year 2 Individual flash project. Had to do a website using flash. I dunno what to do. So I did on Jay Chou. Yup. My Idol. haha. Some of the text file missing/not copied correctly. So the informations gone. plus few bugs here and there. But I think the whole flash site still workable. Gallery's Video, you can play it. haha.. it's a non-release/random song compose by Jay. haha.

I'm amazed that I can do a website using flash. haha. Just that I dunno how to put to server and all. Oh, members login is (username is 1, password is 1).
Just a static user. not really a databased stored. Only 3 extra links. which I think the link not in use already.

anyway enjoy :)

Alot of photo part 3(continue of HRcrew @ CFG )

2008-10-20T01:00:00.031+08:00

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Photo Of the Day - HRC's Bimbo
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My Photo Edit

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Spot the difference

Levels effect

Cut Out effect

Poster Edge Effect

Glowing Edge Effect 1 & 2

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Mel's photo edit

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HRC playtime - "Ku Ji-ing" Freddie

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Stop!!!!!!!!

Headache

Look how tired he is

he seemed happy from the Ku Ji-s from us

Mel is like hugging a bolster

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HRC's Camp? Nah. Packing up after performance

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Random Shots

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Mark look digusted, WHY?

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HRC's Dope Shoes

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Random Shots
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The Cat Family (becos of their eyes)

Sexy ben

Handsome Me. hahaha.

huh Freddie

hmm Karen

UHmmpf Melvin

heh Melvin

HUHHH??!!!

Sexy Pose

O.O look from freddie

Act cool

HRC's Ladies. (Missing Linda)

HRC's HRC Supporter of the day!

The ladies

The Men

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HRC after performance

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The 20 and above guys

Wacky Faces

The blacks

"The couple"

The Reds - HRC's L O V E

Sunflower and 100plus from gf, how sweet!

Alot of photo part 2

2008-09-10T22:48:00.019+08:00

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Human Revolution Crew @ Chapter Friendship Gathering Performances

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New HRC hommies - Freddie

Von

My Gf? Nah...

Karen? Nah.. Not my gf either..

HRC supporter - Valerie

HRC - Guys

HRC - Ladies and Jie Meis

When HRC come together, we create wonder.

See we make a star from using finger.

Lame -.-

Look anywhere but camera

Jin Wen looks like Ah Gua here. hahaha.. Opps..

We squeeze in the Zi Pai Photo of Jin Wen and Ben.

HRC @ Jurong Kaikan

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Just some random photo taken long ago

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Me and Serene along the path under simei MRT

TPDE with Crazy Children @ RP's concert

Me and Joey before Jam & Hop 08.

I look so cute. muahaha!!!

TBG 08' Training Time. Taken with the sunset behind. haha..

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TPDE National Day Outing@ Pasir Ris Park

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Urban Stance Steamboat Outing

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Raazmy with such a sad back view.

This is Timondreas.

Me and JJ

Andy and Nelson

Royston the Bimbo

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Suntec Semi Final Round

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TPDE team - R.U.S.I.C

The usual practice

Praying before starts

@ Aston

The Couple Corner

You where not happy? (The guy behind trying to be in the photo.)

Serene and meichin

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Suntec Heats 2

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USC and TIC

BBgirl jas look alike - Ah Jean

USC

Trying to make the clothes straight using straigtener

Nelson Promoting for Darlie

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Suntec Audition Round

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Urban Stance

The Independent Crew

reVogue

TPDE

Me and Ah Foong.

Alot of photos part 1

2008-09-03T17:15:00.000+08:00

I'll post alot of photo this time. Alot of overdue photo. haha. I still haven't post the photo of genting trip from last year march. lol. I think I'll take 2 years.. lol.. ok. enjoy..

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My 21st bday, Candy Jie's Bday and sending Kherxin Off to Japan by HRC

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Presenting to you, HRC's Beh Yong Joon

He loves it, though the ladies looked disgusted. haha

Ok. They accepted it eventually.

Lester with that face.

HRC dinner-ed @ Popeye of Changi Airport T3

This seemed like HRC going oversea for a performance or what. When will it be a real trip?

Actual Fact: Sending Kherxin off to Japan!

The nice birthday cake

Me and Candy Jie (Her bday is on the 20th july. 1 day before mine. :D )

Present presentations.

Ooo. Caught me opening up present? haha. no la. Random shots.

Yeah. I love the shirts!!! Dope.. Oh No. Can see my balding head. -.-'

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My 21st Birthday by TPDE
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1 of the Birthday Pizza

The pizza boy

Preparation b4 giving me a surprise?

Royston and Nicole

Keith and Sam

Me and my Dope bday Tee from HRC! :D

Shots with the people who gave me love!!!!haha

The forever tak glam - Kat

Kat and Meichin

Note: the photo is not bout joycelyn,
it's about me and Kat in the background. haha!

Yes! It's Us again. haha

Reading what the people wrote for me. Oh so sweet!! haha.

My neck looks like it's broken here!

Scary me and the Kat Women

With the ladies

"Sam that's so tak glam"

21years old ? or 12years old?

Dunno what's Kat doing

Meiqi what's with the face? Never eat alot of cake?

Pose 1

Pose 2

Dunno what am I doing

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Frankies bday @ Cartel
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TPDE - Chasing Dreams Concert 2008 (Student's Choreography)
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Must eat before show starts

Samansarii :)

Mandy

Yes.. a shot of me in the photo for Fayanne!!!

Random shots

Group photo before the show starts in 5min.

10mins INTERVAL

But, I'm so Addicted to you

EvenOddCrew and Addicted (National Day Combination)

End of Concert

The only hip hop Junior that want to take photo with me, haha - Suria

The Neh Neh Pok Crew according to Andreas.

Not good shot

Good shot

The random few

Urban Stance First Photo @ Dreams

reVogue

The Independent Crew

H.R.Crew @ Performances

2008-07-11T10:26:00.017+08:00

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Milkrun 2008
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H.R.Crew Presents - Meet the Happening!

Bad Toothache!!

Back to the Chao Lao Face again!

Finally you look your age15 in this pic!

Enjoying my waffle Biscuit!

Karen: "My Red Bean Paste"

Dedicated this pic to Jin Wen aka The Long One

Von: "Bao, be compassion"
Karen: continue drink my stuff...lalala!!
Me: "Argh.. NMHRGK"

Von: "Bao 好可爱!!"
Karen: touch is Bao's cheeks
Me: "Karen, Yoouuu!!!!! Arghh. Spit Saliva, Burped den blow the air to me...bla bla"

The very Sat Sat H.R.Crew (Candy Jie went to the loo. Photoshop you in!)

Awww!! What a sweet couple (Ok, Candy Jie mah.)

Take a good one please!

Group 1 with assist "7" (Note where Jin Wen Point)

Jeff in his Performance Mode(PM)

Group 2

The Guys: "Wassup Yo!"

H.R Guys

Take 3

Take 2 (Ready for Action)

Take 1

The Ladies

H.R Ladies

H.R.Crew @ 奶跑 (Milkrun)

Marcus: "Yo Yo, Wassup!"

Jie Mei Men (The Sisters)

Random

Random!

Me: "My CAB FARE Ahhh.. Arghh..!!! 9AM SHARP!"

Another Shot!

See Karen, I help your face look slim! haha

I love to block people!! Hahahahah

H.R.Crew Ft. Eugena Bey & Leya

Ho Ben Pon Dai Ni

Weee!!! Off to MilkRun!

Yakult Advert
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Dial 8 Performances
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After Dial 8 Performance @ Swensen

H.R.Crew

Hip Hop Pose? How does it look like?

你哪里不爽 ?(You where uncomfortable?)

Jin Wen says: "I have long neck! Weee!!"

The minister pose and a monkey face

Kua Tio Gui!!! (See Ghost Ah!!!)

鬼啊!! Ah!! Ghost!!

Eh.What's going on? (Karen with the same pose as always)

Ben: What she's doing?

Here she goes again, stop it Karen.

Marcus with sian half face!

The paedophile karen.

One Dino Face and 2 Bao Face

The ULTIMATE split By Ma Ke Xiong

Jin Wen: "I can split yo!"

We can split!

Mel's favourite position! (This sounds wrong)

Jie Meis Men. (The Sisters)

What pose this supposed to be?

Guess who's younger?

Optical Illusions

2008-06-27T00:56:00.003+08:00

This is interesting. Ok. Although most of the others are quite common, but I think the 7th illusion is the most amazing. This shows that how power our eyes and brain are!

Click photo to enlarge and try it.

Is this possible?

Are the purple lines straight or bent?

Do you see grey area in between the squares?
Now where did they come from?

You should see a man's face ans also a word...
Hint: Try tilting your head to the right, the word begins with 'L'

If you take a look at the following picture , let me tell you .... it is not animated.
Your eyes are making it move.
To test this, stare at one spot for a couple seconds and everything will stop moving.
Or look at the black center of each circle and it will stop moving.
But move your eyes to the next black center
and the previous will move after you take your eyes away from it.... Weird

Beloved HRcrew

2008-06-24T11:11:00.009+08:00

Last sat (21June 2008)
Sat Morning went for TPDE prac at oschool. I still think my groove sucks. need to prac. Have been stagnant. Rahim told me but of cos, I felt it too. Stagnant too long le. I need to recharge and den chiong again.

After tpde, went straight back to tampines. Went to meet HRcrew first for daimoku and den last few prac.

HRcrew first step to public. HRc first Exposure outside. Performed for Yamaha event. I think we did pretty good considering we only managed to synchro everything on last thursday and sat perform liao. I feel my energy level is there. All the way there. Hope I didnt show tired face cos I didnt felt I'm tired.
The lady who invited us to perform actually bought each of us the ticket to "Bboy and Ballerina" that is coming on this weekend. But due to the fact that HRC got performance this sunday, we CAN'T go. argh.. wasted. but nvm.. still got chance. So ended up she gave the tickets to other people and give us a token of appreciation. So nice of her.. :)

let photo do the talking

Mel and Karen (Mel face look manequin here. lol)

The very hardworking Jeff (Must be calling members)

Mel, Karen and Jeff( All smile so fake. lol)

Yvonne: "Woah a giraffe eat pillows"

Jin Wen: "aiya. Kena Caught"

Jeff face when not in PM(performance mode)

The ladies are cutting the polo, the not very lady is trying hard to act cute

Jin Wen: "Weee!! My new mini skirt"

Lester: "Trend setter, I am " "Not Robin of Batman"

Lester: "Another trend"

Marcus: "Only I can button up the collar on my waist!(Proud)"

2 sitting, 2 standing, 2 packing.

Me - In the process of stoning

Lester - "Stare what stare you?"

Marcus look like Koala Bear

Kenneth the tree

Mark the Tourist posing

Super random shot when no one is ready.

HRcrew (Performing)

Change of pose

HRcrew (Performing and supporting)

The Feminine side of Jin Wen. He look girly in this photo

Ben trying to look girly but not. Birthday Boy! And I really mean boy

HRcrew after performance

Another shot!

Karen, you should stand in the background so you will look smaller in size. Oppss!!

The Big Groove

2008-06-14T00:43:00.013+08:00

TBG ended.. Enjoy it. But then I regret it.

I regret my steps nv do correctly.
I regret my energy not enough.
I regret I nv enjoy more.

But oh well, no point regretting when it's over. lol...

I dunno why. This time round I go on stage. I'm not very nervous. not anything. Mayb i'm used to it. But den, I oso dunno why. I didnt think of the steps. But the steps just come out like that with the music. And after the steps. will have a split milisecond: "Did I do the steps? Did I execute it correctly?" And I and I trip during the g-slides. Moving mountain I nv do one steps. I think cause I almost trip oso. The dance mat dun like me. All other dancer can dance properly but not me. -.-' Woah lao.. And den Curious part no energy.. Argh. Formation like anyhow... Argh...
I can only blame it on myself. Too relax and complacent already i think. nv practice my steps well. argh.. when training is ok, but when perform. it's like totally diff..Haiya. forget it.

I think everyone else improved. But not me this time round. shit. During training, i think my control got improve. but den performing time, NAH!!! like shit.

Anyway, I still wanna thank Gin for giving me the chances to perform. Although until now I still dunno why she choose me.. But still, thanx so much for the chance for me to experience and exposure to The Big Groove. My first and should be last.

The rest will speak for it self. Not all photos gotten.

Photo Time
First thing TPDE stepped into Expo hall 1 and saw a spotlight

What's above there?

Some Pose from some routine - Razzmy

Raazmy - Wat a Pose. I took the photo

Guardian Angels

TPDE Bimboness

Dunno what feel - supposed sexy?

Frankie - Baby Freeze

Nelson - Whatever freeze this is called(I dunno)

Andreas - Air freeze 7

Andreas - Some freeze. (I dunno)

4 fake - Mr Bean(s)

The real Mr Bean - Rahim

Before Performing

TPDE TBG people

TPDE and SDZ(Strictly Dance Zone)

After Concert

TPDE with Gin

TPDE and Fbodz

TPDE and Sunset Alleycat

TPDE + Few WCO + BS Brother

TPDE with BS brother

Kulture Break and TPDE

TIM from Kulture Break

Nelson, Me and UU

Dominique form WCO

After Performance (Fake Macbook Effect - Mirror reflection)

blogspot alive?

2008-06-05T01:42:00.002+08:00

yeah. I think might be using both blogspot and wordpress.. so check out for both. lol...
ok. as I've said in wordpress. template is bout 70% done. not really satisfied with it. too normal looking liao. ok. I sucks a design..

till then.. be back.. :)

New

2008-01-06T00:46:00.000+08:00

So it's 2008 now.
Used blogger since 2004.

now moving to wordpress.
Will not be moving all my post to there.
So meaning this blog is not closed. but just not that frequent to blog.
so I might come and blog. or use it for some other purposely. Like super emo posts, like posts for ............. ok. haha. nvm...

new blog is still the same url. Landwithoutyou but it's wordpress.com, as follows:
www.landwithoutyou.wordpress.com

ok. relink me people. if you are reading this. :)

School

2008-01-03T03:38:00.000+08:00

1st day of sch.

well, it's kinda boring. went for Itech lab, got back termtest result. 33/40. Oh well, lousy result. I think careless, if not would have gotten almost full mark. nvm.. Pray tat IA result would not be that bad. I know I might fail. Cos it's very theory. And I'm not a very theory person. will noe it tml. or i mean later.

Oh well, den went for brunch. After which went home. Supposedly to have cds. but den i skipped. oh well. i know i shouldnt have. but den..should have nothing much for first day bah. go next week. And I realised, left bout 6weeks to complete projects. OMG!! feel shitty right now..

Took a nap when reached home. and know wat. I dreamt of patching with you again. Wat a year to start with. Okay, it isnt really a dream that we patched lah.We didnt really patched. just that dunno why, in the dream, went out with you and some other people(forgot who), den dunno why will sit beside you in the bus. dunno why you tell me actually you still love me just tat you dun say it den I gave you a hug. lol.. What else happened. oh yah. and dunno why you were with me, and den few others dance mate of mine from TP. sitting at a bench. den it's like opposite of us is a couple den the two of us. and we are like secretly holding hands under the table. I remembered I was like smiling on my face and in the heart(in the dream)...hahah.. den one of my fren from beside saw and say "eh, why I see something happening underneath." lol. den we quickly let go. hahaha. wat a dream. den next scene, suddenly you are not with me, like lost you suddenly. I try to find you, with other people, den i found you at playground or something like that. Den when others saw us, den they run towards us, but den I grab hold of your hand and started running away. hahahaha..

Ok. den my dream ended. haha.. weird.. this time round is not "日有所思, 夜有所夢" I didnt think too much leh. haha. Mayb is becos saw you on 1st Jan.? lol. den dream of you on 2nd Jan. haha. oh well.. it's just 2nd day. and I dreamt of you. it's like not long ago I dreamt of you on the 11th of dec. Woah. 22 days ago. ok. actually quite long ago. lol. but it seemed like few days ago only.. And the dream is around the same. Dream that you say you still love me. This part is the same. lol.. but this time round didnt patched. but holding handing. Unofficially together. haha.
Oh well, DREAM..

Anyway, I'm not EMO ok. Dun think I am, people. Right now, I think, it is not impt if you still love me or not. The important thing here is, I love her and as long as she is living fine and happy. Ok. Although I said this before, I think that time I just say but not how the heart feels. Now I think I slowly realise and accept the fact le bah. =)

I shall end here. bye..

Start 2008

2008-01-02T00:22:00.000+08:00

Yeah.. it's new year.. new year people. NEW YEAR..hahaha..
ok. went to watch "I am Legend" on the 31st with dope people, den dinner-ed at Blue Urban Oasis. Den down to downtown east for countdown. oh well, we practically stayed in the arcade till 1130pm. den out to the D'Marquee Area. Alot of people.. And Of cos spraying of foams and blah blah blah. rubbished everywhere.. Although last time I oso got play before. but now i think it's really not environmentally friendly. I was thinking, if the whole world is spraying this, it will cause more global warming and stuff like this.. blah blah blah. and one day Human will be vanish in the world. lol.. ok.. new year, shall not be so unlucky. lol. just some random thots. Oh Well, this shows that I grow up liao. -.-'

anyway, backed home at 1plus am. took Wan Ting's Sis or Sis's bf's car back home. thanx for the ride..

Morning went for New Year Gongyo at ICA. Meet Up with HRcrew. Saw them at Tamp Small Mac, den wait for the rest to come and go together for New Year Prayer. lol. when I reached, Karen was eating her Bah Chor Mee she longed for since last year. haha.. so I asked:"Mac now got sell Bak Chor Mee ah? lol." Den the Joke of "Mac Bak Chor" came. haha. so funny. Was saying bout the "Mac Bak Chor" for the whole day. haha.

When we reached ICA, it's already full in the hall, outside the hall, even the basement rooms and area is full..woah. so we went into the hall and chant on the stage cos stage not many people. It feels so good to chant with everyone. and it feels so like Lunar New Year den just pure New Year. hahah. Everyone was wishing everyone Happy New Year. haha.. we are so like family in SSA. haha. imaging 1000+ people, all are your family member. hahaha. Warmth eh. haha..

After chanting session and all the performance(singing and preview of Future Division Musical), went to Mac to meet Leya. So Jin Wen and Mel discussed with her bout the Voices of Spring's performance and the rest of HRcrew slacking there. It so gonna be fun i think. cos will be an outdoor perform. I think Ngee Ann City or somewhere town. haha.. Yeah(Jin Wen's Voice). eh no.. now changed to Weee!!! hahah..

Ok, after finish discussing, some of us went town to shop. haha.. ok.. most is window shop, only Mel, Kexin and Karen bought stuff.. And I'm gonna start my new year clothes shopping soon I guess.. Should be going to JB to by shoes. After shop at Far East, den we went to Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe at Cine to sit and slack and eat our dinner there. but i dun think the food there is nice. Compared to the one I had at CitySquare. haha.. So headed home after which..

Quite a fun day out with HR people. haha.. especially with the super duper funny Ben, lol.. super funny with his words and action and expression. lol.. "I tell you, you dont tell other people, you tell other people, dont say is I tell you". lol. ok, imagine this sentence in chinese and Hokkien and it's said very fast. lol. This phrase is in my mind now. lol. CURSE!!!!

Ok, new year.. Quite A hopeful year I think. Cos I feel very hopeful now. lol. but i think time will pass super fast..New year resolutions. I think I have alot..

1. Good Health, Good Fortune and Happiness to everyone I know, especially family.

2. Wisdom, Courage and Good Fortune of myself, to be able to have wisdom to make the right choice/deal with my studies/time management. Courage to breakthrough in wat ever thing I do, good fortune to meet B.O.E that will guide me in my life.

3. Able to maintain my result or improve, MP/SIP that will help me breakthrough my weakness.

4. Be a better dancer. and have time for it..

5. Faith, Study, and Practice.(cannot slack)

6. HRcrew to be official culture group in SSA by this year end. Hope to see it grow. I'm very excited bout it. and of cos, myself to improve more in my dance so that HRcrew can grow too. And of cos, like that more UPz can join HRcrew.

7. Write another wonderful chapter of my life in 2008.

8. Able to compose(write music) at least 1 song on my own. and at least 2 with the help of my fren. Anyone that could help me. :) Improve in my piano skill.

Ok. that's bout it bah. I know it's quite alot. But den, too look through again. it's actually most of it is essential resolutions. Ok. It's not in any particular order for the resolutions.

End 2007

2007-12-31T03:32:00.000+08:00

another year passing. that's really fast..
too fast that I couldnt even catch a breath

it seemed like 2006 is yesterday only. but yet, now 2007 is coming to an end. I was reading thru my archives from end 2005 to start 2007. Alot memories flow back..

end 2005, started my very first chingay and as a trainer. Had wonderful times during chingay. The best part of my life I guess. Those bladers' outing and stuff. Chingay trainings every Wed and Sat. Post Celebrations, Heartlands performance blah blah blah..

Think the best is becos I got to know you and had you as my gf bah. Life in 2006 is pretty much filled with vibrant colours becos of you. As I read those posts bout you and stuff, den I realised how much good, great, fun, quality time I had with you. You have become part of my life since 1st June. I missed those times. Watching movies, shopping, talking on the phone at nite till the both of us fell aslp while phone is connected...having small small little quarrels with you, till now den I realised that I'm a super lousy bf. Not Able to make you happy yet always make you sad. I didnt do enuff for you. Neglected you becos of my sch projects for bout 1month. Didnt really chatted for that 1month. And yup, soon after that, we broken off. For wat reason, I dunno. mayb neglection is the reason bah. But den, I was so stupid to let you go when you asked if we should......

I miss your voice, your smile, 撒娇的模样, simply your everything,你的一切..
I wished I could tell you how much I miss you and you will know how much I missed you.
Time and time again when I msged you telling you how I feel, I gotten a heartbreaking replied. It seemed like you forgotten everything like right after we seperated. Sometimes I wondered, have you really forgotten, or you are just faking it. All I wanted to know now is Do You still have feelings for me. The way you replied to me seemed that your answer is no. Guess I'll nv know the answer.

I wondered why can you forget it tat quick. does it mean that you dun really love me. Oh well, nvm. I've always know that you love your first bf the most. think I'm just a small side-tracked character in your life. And I can't be compared to him. You asked me dun chant for your return, ha ha ha, i dun think even me chanting will change your mind. nvm...

I guess it's all bout me alone. Thinking too much, loving too much, missing too much.. I just couldnt let go. WHY. Cancerian.... -.-' oh well, I miss you though. Ok, not being emo here, just that, I MISS YOU SUPER DUPER DEEPLY.

2007, 5th Feb started my not that vibrant colored life.. still vibrant but not as much with you around.

I should have say, 2007 have been great too. different feeling of great. Firstly, something came into my life. not a person. but it's DANCE. yup. since last year june. till this year with really serious dance, it become my life. What does dance brings in for me? It brought alot of stuff to me. Happiness/Joy, Sadness, Frustration, Hardwork, Friendships. Came to realise and see more than wat I usually see. How a person behave, feels and blah blah blah. People could easily mistaken your words if you dont say it correctly and of cos, will think wrong. In another words, miscommunication. And I think sometimes people think too much and over interpret people's words. So one advice, think before talk, and read simple. dun read too much.

But what I like most is the friendship made thru dance.
Those in TPDE: from the seniors and juniors. Made some very good frens there..just like brothers and sisters.

and I'm very lucky and have good fortune to have a place where I can find comfort, Soka Gakkai. A very good fortune for me to be able to join UPz(Urban Passionz) and HRcrew(Human Revolution Crew). Although I joined UPz at a much later time and only started the crappy side of me on the very actual 1011 performance, I still love the people. lol.. so much fun. Although the age gap quite big lah. 7 years or even 13years gap. lol.. but, we are one big family in gakkai and we came together becos of DANCE. yeah.. Had alot of fun with them after the 1011, with those extra performance on 6th, 8th dec. Not forgetting 2212, ultimate F.R. I think our bond is quite strong although we like only know each other for 2months.
With all very interesting people around in UPz, Maggie Mee, Ma Ker Xiong, Candy Jie, Giffy, Xiao Mei Mei Eugena, Xiao Mar, Mega Ben and many many more.. lol..not forgetting Leya. Who has been our nanny ever since UPz started.

Personally I feel my 2nd half of 2007 is much better than the first.. 1st half was simply like screwed life with the break up.. Although periodically I will still feel emo and miss you. But with dance, those unhappy stuff simply was put behind.. =D

Hopefully 2008 would be a much better year for me although I know it will be more challenging with me going to 3rd yr in poly. Major Project and SIP.. Dance.. Gakkai Activities..Emotional feelings.. Hopefully I'll move on ahead new on a New Year bah.. =D

Bye Bye 2007...

No More. Say Goodbye.

2007-12-30T00:05:00.000+08:00

Ok. Junwei EMO no more. Say GoodBye to emo..
haha.
thanx to those who shown their concern. :)

I dunno need any of those, banging the wall, blah blah blah that I mention previously anymore.
Dun worry people.. junwei wont be emo for long. only for few hours. =)

but all I need now is a good massage on my neck plus body. argh..
woke up this morning and found myself can't move my neck and body.
So I didnt go for dance in the morning.

Aching everywhere cos of training yesterday for 9am-6pm. Think either is warm up on the neck not enough, or too much flipping make my neck strain..I'm practically turning my body so i can look around today. lol..

Went for HRcrew first session today. 1min of choreo is postponed, so today's agenda changed to comment bout each individual dance. both positive and negative. Oso learnt a new short lyrical choreo today. The song, Say Goodbye by Chris Brown. I like the choreo. Quite challenging but fun and nice. haha..
Wasnt called up the first time by Jw, but 2nd time was called up, along with marcus. But dunno for good or bad or just dance shuang. lol.. cos Jw only commented on marcus. ok. nvm..

Anyway, after learning the choreo, it's to time individually dance "Remember The Name" & "Say Goodbye" choreo. Challenging. Cos have to change mood from sad den ghetto. lol.. I think I'm weak on R.T.N choreo, cant really dance with my aching head and body and I tend to lost track of beats from time to time. lol. But I think I do quite ok for S.G.B choreo. But need more of the accents.

Den everyone started to give comment. I shall list out the comments I got. And will keep the comments in mind.

Positive Points
1. Able to catch steps fast/Fast learner
2. Great deal of improvement from e last time I saw you dance(SD Concert)
3. Very fast learner in dance
4. Works very hard!
5. Has the ability to cheer people up around him
6. Always trying to learn new things. ( xiao long bao, char siew bao, Da bao)
7. Good feel of music
8. Fast learner - on dance steps
9. Have groove
10. Hard Working(from sitting chair to doing chair)
11. Form new dance routine(face wave)
12. Learn piano on his own(genius)
13. Very big actions
14. Got Feel
15 Good Coordination
16. Good Tempo
17. Very Unique style
18. Funky & sleek moves
19. Great musicality and able to hit the beats
20. Good in catching the rythm of the music. Quite creative when freestyling
21. Very hardworking dancer.
22. Good Musicality, high and constant energy
23. Has your own groove
24. confident when dancing
25. your character and attitude are important assest for being good dancer, eg. humble, friendly,etc.
26. Energy level constant(with reference to 2212)
27. Actions are big.
28. Impactful
28. Very bouncy face! And funny expressions! 夠表情

Negative Points(ways to improve)
1. Moves can be soft at times
2. Move a lil' slow at times too
3. Being taken over my emotions easily =D
4. Not very sharp in executing dance moves at times.
5. Always late!(haha, but i kow you are working on it)
6. Took a very long time for you to open up.
7. Eyes too small.
8. Build on energy
9. Limbs a bit fluzzy
10. 太瘦了...Must eat more(with a drawing of chicken drumstick)
11. Feels hungry when I sees him
12. 外冷內熱
13. Always fighting with natural enemy(mee)
14. More relax in certain steps
15. Bigger actions
16. More Energy
17. More Bounce
18. More energy at certain points
19. More groove
20. Feel the music more
21. Sometimes when he dance, he tend to get messy, have to be more clear in his actions.
22. already good but continue to work on groove lor...
23. continue to be humble and learn from others =)
24. need more control
25. personal character need to be shown
26. 很包. LOL
27. Can be more confident =)
28. Needs to pump in energy!

woah. ok.. that's all.i've got equal number of positive and negative points
But some is very Funny la. lol.. wat learn piano on his own. lol.. no link with dance. bouncy face. eyes too small, 很包, always fighting with natural enemy(mee). lol.. where's the link with dance? lol.. eyes too small i oso can't help. lol. unique mah. Mimiyan is my nickname anyway. lol..

I'm surprised by some of the +ve points. Like Good Musicality, unique style, hardworking dancer, has own groove, quite creative in freestyling, confident when dancing, got feel.
Basically I think I'm not any of those that is mention. lol. i'm not hardworking enuff and my freestyle super jialat plus I'm not confident. I just act confident. lol.. ok. well.. surprised..wonder if it's anyhow or wat. lol.. hmm... nvm..must improve on my positive points oso.

hmm.. i'll take note of -ve points. must change my bad habit. lol..continue to be more humble.. haha. meaning not humble enuff. note taken. Hope I dun give people impression that i'm good can liao. cos I personally feel lousy. But I think I always act till like very 厉害. haha. 假厉害.
Mayb I too skinny liao, that's why alot comment is need more energy. lol. I put alot. if I put too much, till the last part of dance, I will no strength. lol.. ok nvm. solution. EAT MORE!! lol. But I eat alot oso. lol. somemore is ALOT.. haha. and I got tummy now. sian. haha..

Ok, I think i shall stop here. my neck pain. shall continue next time.

大笨蛋

2007-12-28T03:15:00.000+08:00

I AM FREAKING EMO-ING...

Thursday 27th dec.
Prepare and finally done with ur present. Laminated the portrait of you I drew.
Went out at 845pm.
reached compasspoint at around 945pm.
Sms-ed you at 1025pm and you are still out.
Bought a Oreo Cheesecake..
Tried walking to your house. but I'm lost. took lrt back to sengkang, den transferred to the one to your house.

Reached at around 1115pm.
12am. Msged and wished you happy birthday
1am, you are not back yet
almost 2am. and you are finally back.

haha. Imagine me sitting at the playground from 1130pm to 2am..
looking over to the cars that drive in every now and then to check whether if it is you coming back.
Fearing that I will see someone drive you back and my heart will break.
Singing all the songs I wanted to sing for you, but alone at the playground.
Waiting anxiously for your return as it is late and not safe in your area.

Anyway, put the present outside your door, and opps, you saw me and I finally see you.
But it's not a very good thing.

You read the letters I've wrote
You said you were moved by wat I wrote
But that doesnt changed the fact that we are not together.
You said Chant for watever I want but dont have to chant for you to be with me together.
You said maybe you werent meant for me.
Yup, like you said, at least we grew together..

Your words mean so much and at the same time my heart breaks even more.
Though I dun pinned too much hope, but still, the broken heart, once again, into pieces.

I walked aimlessly, from Fernvale LRT station, to Compassvale Station. Practically it's from 1 end to another end. 45 to 50 mins of walk. With each passing steps, I walked with heavy footsteps. A stone seemed to be blocking my heartbeat. And I seemed to left something behind.
Ah ya.. My heart is still left with you.

I was as always, this stupid. waiting for you for hours this time, reminds me of that time I waited for you under your previous home to be able to go up your house, for pratically 3-4hours as you have not woke up.
Why do I always wait? Cos I think the waiting is worthwhile.
But people would think I'm too free. wait for hours doing nothing.

All this 20years, I've been waiting.
Be it waiting for you, the person I admire during secondary.
I have always be the one waiting.
I dont grumble cos I'm a guy and I should wait.
Wait for the right one. wait for the time tat it's my turn to love.

Am I foolish or wat to still wait and hold on to some hope that you will be back with me?
I think I am.
This very moment I feels like
BANGING MY HEAD into the WALL.
THROW STUFFs and make a MESS.
A CAR TO BANG ME and make me lost my memories of you.
SHOUT OUT LOUD.
A SHOULDER FOR ME TO CRY ON.
A HUG that keep me comfort for at least a while. give me one if you see me EMO
no need for a listening ears, cos words cant express wat I wanna say.

JUNWEI IS EMO.
Lol.. oh well. this dont last long..
大笨蛋

haiz
Reached near TPE, den I took a cab back. it's super expensive taking a cab now. $10.20 from the express way of sengkang to my house. And I sit in the cab for less than 10min. The uncle still use phone while driving. Keep on the sign left/right every 10sec. Almost wanted to scold him as I'm in the lowest of the 10World - HELL. I wonder If he's drunk or wat..BOYCOTT cab..

ARGHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tears seems to be in the eye. but it cant get out.

it's coming to an end.

2007-12-27T17:23:00.001+08:00

2007 is coming to and end..

22 dec - Urban Passion and HRcrew performed at the Ultimate Friday Rendezvous(as shown in the previous post video). I personally feel that we are the best preshow ever. lol.. ok. must be humble.. :)

had a great xmas celebration with fun people.. lol..

24 dec(xmas eve) - evening meet up with wq, andy and jean first at downtown, den decided to go town in the end. -.-' lol.. meet up with meichin, py, kw, iris at town.. den i stayed awhile and left them.

Went to Link hotel at tiong bahru to celebrate with dearest Urban Passion people. lol. Imagine 20+ people squeeze into a normal hotel room. haha.. think we are super noisy lah. confirm alot of complaints by other customers. lol... had gift exchange after 12. haha. Sorry lester for the very common box of ferraro rocher. lol...
All of their present is so unique. lol. especially MEGA's. lol. a super duper big pen. lol.. there's some nice gift oso, such as Adidas Hoody jacket(it's not the original. But still nice.), Adidas Cap, and some others. lol..

Ok.. practically I have no much mood to play game. so was watching the rest playing games like true or dare and other stuff. haha. get to know the rest more I think.. haha.. alot of secrets. lol.. ok. actually nothing much lah. haha..

25 dec - Den morning bout 7 went for breakfast at near by coffeeshop. den back to the hotel to pack our stuff. And I didnt slp for the whole nite. lol. ok. I slept for 20min before checking out. reach home around 1pm on xmas day. bathed, watch tv awhile and back to slp. lol. till i woke up at 830pm. and meet up with my best of best buddy at 9plus for coffee chat. lol.. haha.. it's feels good to know still have your childhood fren still in contact. haha..

went back home around 11. den use comp till 5am. lol..

26th dec - woke up around 1pm. den went to town around 4. Caught Alvin and the Chipmunks with Jin Wen, Mel, Marcus. lol.. the chipmunks quite cute lah. lol. had lots of laughter. lol. quite a funny show. haha.. After movie, went to Leya's workplace. She got to discuss with jinwen and mel bout the Voices of Spring performance. So me and marcus tagged along. Dunno if I could take time out to commit to this performance. it's on the 28th Jan, and another one on 14th Feb(vday). haha.. Anyway, after tat went to collect my xmas gift by someone(my secret admirer). lol.. I cannot mention who. lol.. anyway, it's a box of alchoholic chocolate. :)

Think tat's bout wat happened this few days. end..

Dedications
Thanx Yvonne aka maggie mee for the Shower Gel and 2 Candy Cane.
Thanx Candy Jie for the 2 Nike wristband for and chocolate for the guys.
Thanx to Someone, I forgot who gave it, for a Candy Cane to everyone. (oh well, I've got 3)
Thanx Cui Ting(childhood fren), for the bottle of Snapple and Ginger breadman. First Time Eating it.
Thanx to the Secret Admirer for the box of Chocolate. :)

Smile People!!

Urban Passion & H.R. Crew

2007-12-23T02:38:00.000+08:00

This is the performance by Urban Passion and HR crew at Friday Rendevous 22nd Dec 2007. Yeah. I guess it was a good one. But the lighting cannot see most of our effects. Argh.. yeah. Go UP and HR. We Rock the stage.. Yope.

my not very good Chair Freeze.

Back from Camp

2007-12-19T23:26:00.000+08:00

Dance..
Tired..
Self Discipline..
still not gd in dance..
no improvement..
shit happens..
injured..(like always me -.-', suay?)
cried.. but definately not becos the injury. dun mistaken people.. I'm not weak to cry for a injury. but weak to cry for something that uses heart. muahaha.. ok. crap.. prawn..

my face still pain.. argh...

Anyway, thanx for people who showed their concern bout my injury in the face. Can't remember got who. Almost everyone bah.. thanx for concerning. :)

instructor Gin talk bout she feel some of us give the impression that we're very good already, and something else. i can't remember. I hope I didnt give her that impression. Cos I still suck and seriously still lousy. It's like no matter how hard I tried, oso cant get her attention when choosing people to dance? lol.. ok.. nvm.. try harder.. still got many rooms for improvement. be it 4, 5, or 6 rooms. hahaha.. ok. crap. I'm tired. Didnt really slp after first day. only bout 1hr or less? But but, I didn't slack in dance..but efforts sometimes not recognise. ok. Try harder...

Sat is the HRcrew and UP performance, and I'm like still havent finish learning the steps and formation. I scare I forgot formation. argh.. Hopefully not.. I must breakthrough. learn choreo in 1 day and rememebr all formation and blah blah blah.. somemore it's totally different song for UP dance.. although same steps. ok. Jia You bah.

Gone.. Bye...

dance camp

2007-12-18T00:43:00.000+08:00

will be gone for dance camp. Tuesday and Wednesday. Hope it I could improve and I wanna improve. HELP ME.. lol..

22nd dec, friday rendevous performance.
HRcrew and UP!
Excited. lol..

Just Hope tat saturday dun train till very late. Pray..

Anyway, counting down to X'mas and something else. OMG!!!! no time liao.. shit..

dream

2007-12-12T04:25:00.001+08:00

oh man. what the hell. I dreamt of you like again. (yesterday)

people say: "日有所思, 夜有所夢" (please correct the word if it's wrong, cos i dunno the exact word)
meaning, thinking the thing all day long, will dream of it during the nite.

yup, i think quite true. dreamt of you again.
And yah, I dreamt that I have one more chance and yup, we are together.Or in short, we patched. I was like so happy lah. Smile and laugh and like was in heaven.. I guess my mom can see that I smile in my dream too. Too Happy(but for a empty reality)

But I woke up, to find it was all just a dream of mine.
I couldn't remember much, but it was something like this:
I went to your house to find you, dunno for what reason..hmm..I think is to pass you your bday present, talk awhile and blah blah blah. Den dunno why talk about there's a guy tat like you, den is woo-ing you right now. I was disappointed/sad inside, but on the outside, jokingly said:"oh so I've no chance liao." But you replied, "nope, I still love you."

Lol.. I was like in the world of heaven when you said that, den blah blah blah continues and we are together again.

WAT A DREAM EH? haha..
Before I sleep, I was thinking if I can dream of you tat nite. And den I found myself dreaming of you. hahaha.

anyway, I think the ending in the dream wont come true.
People always says: "现实是跟梦相反的"("Reality is the opposite of Dream")
WOAH LAO, like that I should have dream tat we wont patch. den reality will be opposite. Arghh... hahahaha.. ok.. i think i'm crazy... nevermind me..

i think i shall go slp now. the time is 4:43am of wednesday morning. I dreamt of you on the morning of tuesday. I think my timing is so America. Like my sis's timing. Oh yah. she's in america.. So gd.. Celebrating a white Xmas this year. Argh.. I oso want. lol. Oh well. Till I work and have money bah.

bye..takecare.. smile people! though I'm not smiling.

2007-12-09T23:30:00.000+08:00

little updates.

thurs and sat UP performance. Went well I guess.. just tat yesterday my leg abit strain i guess.
did abit of mistake..

Sat morning, went for dance, but is breaking. KH came. learnt the basics. den tried some freeze. ok. i think i managed to do a bit of chair. lol.. till now my shoulder got bruise. lol..

wat else.. nothing much i guess. life recently isnt tat interesting.. term test coming and i dun even know what i'm studying right now. lol. best right. haha.. dance camp coming, friday rendevous performance coming, her bday coming, HRcrew trg coming, talking bout tat, I havent start my 1min of choreo. shit.. lol..

ok. think tat's bout it. nothing to update.. gone..

Astrology

2007-12-04T23:18:00.000+08:00

After a very interesting short "lesson" of astrology by Mar-ker-xiong yest. I went to read up some stuff. Some of it quite true. Woah. Astrology is super interesting.. I wonder if I'm gonna ever understand the theories. lol..
anyway, here's are some explanation from the Net. I find it alike to wat I've been thru. haha.
Green color = I agree/Quite True
Green + Bold = Almost Hit the Bulls Eyes
Red = I dun think true for me. haha.

The rest is more of like theories or I haven't reach the point yet. haha..

I learnt bits and pieces from mar-ker xiong. okok. real name, mark. haha.
Like which planets each zodiac belongs to, elements, sun sign, birth chart.

It has a lot of factors that come together as one tat a particular person have that personality or characteristic. The Sun Sign, time of birth, elements, blah blah blah. Too much and many different terms that I couldnt catch from mark.

According to Mark, Cancerian: a person who tat will initiate, but wont continue the stuff/thing/work/anything for long(San Fen Zhong Re Du). lol. I think so. Always will initiate to start something, but I wont carry that passion for long. lol.. Ok lah. got improve. passion for dance and music nv die yet. haha..

Ok. I can't remember much. Enjoy.
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Astrology of Cancer: Origin / Representation
It was the ancient Assyrians who first designated the crab as the symbol for Cancer, because they believed the crab to carry its home on its back. In fact, it's merely his skeleton. They were right in associating Cancers with being attached to their homes, however.

The primary reason they chose the crab is because the sun enters Cancer on the summer solstice, the longest day of the year. The next day, it begins its backward motion towards the equator. Therefore, as it moves forward through time, it's moving backwards in the sky. This apparent paradox is perfectly symbolized by the crab, which must move backwards in order to move forwards.

The word itself is derived from the Arabic "khan," which means resting place, and "keras," which refers to encircling arms. Put the two together, and you have a picture of a person who places a high value on his home life, and who is extremely caring.

Cancer is ruled by the moon, which presides over emotions (the tidal forces within us), home life, fertility, and maternal qualities. It is a water sign, so Cancerians tend to reside near an ocean, lake, or river. And it's the fourth house of the zodiac, which is physically represented by the breast and stomach, whose most pervasive quality is tenacity.

Astrology of Cancer: Positive Qualities
You are extremely sensitive, a quality that has its good and bad sides. Speaking positively, no other sign except Pisces feels as deeply as you do. You've had a great deal of tears-in-your-beer nights, and these experiences have led you to a deeper understanding of life, and a strong commitment to care for others, because you know what they're going through in times of trouble. You comfort, you counsel, you console. This makes you an ideal friend. Once you make a friend, you're always there for them, to bail them out, to keep their secrets, to take their hysterical late-night phone calls. If anyone or anything threatens them, you're the first to defend them— not by erupting into attack mode, but by retreating into a bunker and lying in wait, like a crab retreats into his hole. Your first line of defense is your tough outer shell, which is hard enough to crack. If threatened further, you then attack with your pincers.

The outer shell metaphor extends to the fact that you're most comfortable in your own home— more than any other sign, you are the domestic expert. You know exactly which furniture goes with which decor, or how to hang blinds, even how to fix the faucet. Combined with your caring side, this makes you an ideal mother or father—no matter how busy your career may get, your family and home life will always come first.

Astrology of Cancer: Trouble Areas
Although your tough outer shell is there for your own protection, you are frequently misunderstood because of it—on the outside, you appear reserved and even unfeeling. Inside, however, your still waters run very deep indeed. It often frustrates you that people don't see the real you, the side of you that cares so deeply for others; when you do let your emotions run to the surface, people just think you're being moody or touchy.

You have a tendency to brood, even to become severely depressed. You're always frowning, worrying about all your problems instead of enjoying the view—you probably live by a body of water, so step outside and let its power comfort you. Go fishing.

Ironically, because of your primal need for domestic tranquility, you often become too demanding of your mate. You want your home to be perfect, like some "Father Knows Best" fantasy family. You must realize that everyone has faults, that life isn't ever going to be perfect, and that you should just roll with it and do the best you can. Domestic strife is quite common with Cancerians for this reason, but it needn't be. Lighten up.

Astrology of Cancer: Physical Qualities and Activities
Since your sign rules the breast and stomach, you must treat those areas with extra care. There's a common misconception that Cancers are more likely to get the disease of cancer than any other sign. This is nonsense. Worry-wart that you are, you can at least stop fretting about that one. You are more prone to gastric ailments, coughs, and colds. Diet is especially important in your constitution, even more so because you have a tendency to eat a lot of fatty, nutritionally empty foods.

You most enjoy activities that alleviate the stress you've built up from all that worrying. Golf is popular among Cancerians for this very reason. Even better, any relaxing pastime that involves water is highly recommended—fishing, sailing, or for the more active, water-skiing.

Because of your domestic affinity, you also enjoy home-based hobbies. You might want to build an addition to your house (extending that shell), or continue perfecting it in some way—you always seem to have little projects to do around the home, be it painting, fixing, or strengthening its security.

Finally, needlework is popular among Cancerians, perhaps because it closely resembles the movement of a crab's pincers.

Many Cancerians are attracted to art—it's such an emotional sign, it's natural to feel the expression deeply. You may love photography in particular, because it captures the emotion of a moment. (It also involves silver, the color of the moon!)

Astrology of Cancer: Preferences
You are not a flashy person. Your colors are silver and white, because the moon is your ruling heavenly body. For this reason, your sense of style is unassuming. You prefer not to attract attention. In clothing, you prefer basics—you're especially fond of old T-shirts, jeans, boots, and jackets that have served you well over the years. In fact, when you finally admit you have to replace them, you'd just as soon buy new ones that look exactly like the old ones. You're just sentimentally attached to them, like old friends.

Similarly, you never choose a sporty car. Security is foremost in your mind, because your car is essentially an extension of your home, an outer shell on the highway. You are attracted to cars with rounded, crablike features, as long as they have a reputation for safety—most German and Swedish models fit this bill.

Your home reflects not only your passion for domestic tranquility, but also your caring side. You hate to throw things out, especially if they have the slightest sentimental value. You're not the tidiest person—you probably have drawers, closets, and shelves full of old letters, childhood drawings, photo albums and the like. You're sure to have photos of family and close friends where you spend the most time, such as a study. You probably get nagged a lot for being a pack rat, and your tenacious side fights back, refusing to part with every cherished souvenir. As with your worrying, you may need to compromise in this department in order to avoid domestic discord.

Astrology of Cancer: Occupations / Financial Profile
Your real talent is caring for people. Your depth of understanding and loyalty know no bounds, so you will eventually find yourself making a nice living in any occupation that requires this expertise. If you currently spend most of your working hours pushing papers, or operating machinery, you're in the wrong profession.

A great deal of Cancerians are managers, either on a corporate level or a small-business supervisory level, even in the entertainment or artistic worlds. You know every detail of what a person needs, how to soothe hurt feelings, how to stand up for someone in a crisis, and how to oversee an entire network of people working together harmoniously. Other Cancerian careers include nursing, teaching, curating a museum or library (these involve both caring for the work of generations and the sentimental pack rat instinct), and anything marine-oriented.

If you stick to these areas, you are bound to be financially successful. You are not an original thinker; rather, you expound on existing ideas, so it's not advisable to pursue your own business. You're better working within a given system or company, improving methods and earning the respect of your coworkers. Plus, you are a natural worrier and saver, so you've no doubt already planned for the worst. If you're an extreme case, you might even amass a fortune just because you're so concerned about not having enough to feed your family. Your anxious temperament will always protect you financially (and otherwise), but to truly enjoy life, you need to stop worrying about it so much.

Famous Cancerians include Helen Keller, perhaps the most heroic Cancerian of all, because she was able to emerge from the toughest outer shell fate could deal a person; "Silent" Calvin Coolidge; the introverted writers Ernest Hemingway and Nathaniel Hawthorne, the famous naval officer John Paul Jones, the painter Whistler (who's most famous work is of his mother—again, pictures of family take priority with a Cancerian), the Swedish filmmaker Ingmar Bergman (most noted for the brooding quality of his work), industrialist Nelson Rockefeller (who amassed a fortune worrying), and King Henry VIII, who was obsessed with domestic perfection.

Astrology of Cancer: Love and Relationships
You are very prone to marrying early, only to have it fail. Your domestic instinct is so Strong it pulls you in as soon as is legally possible—in your case, often right out of high school. Unfortunately, most people are not prepared for the realities of such a young partnership, especially not you. Your need for domestic bliss only worsens the inevitable problems, and once your mate discovers you're soft on the inside, it could shatter his or her image of you as the hard protector. The trouble is, you're both at once, which makes it harder for you to achieve that perfect symbiosis.

That said, your ideal mate is likely to be Capricorn, but only after a few failed relationships. Once you reach your thirties and settle a bit, you're home free. Capricorns are your soulmates—they're just as shy and just as driven to perfection. You also may have an attraction to Scorpio, whose dominant nature should fit well with your caring side, and Pisces, who understands your depth of feeling like no other.

You'll want to avoid matches with Gemini (too flighty for you), Aries (too bold and self-centered), and Sagittarius (despite an initial attraction, the wandering, popular Sagittarian may be too much for you to handle, and jealousy and rage are right around the corner).
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Ok. Long Post. Ended. Takecare. Smile.

O school recital

2007-12-02T23:10:00.000+08:00

Friday, U.P gathering. quite a fun one. -.-' and i think i thrown all my face during tat night. lol. wat singing competition. lol. kena sabo. dun even know how to sing.. ok nvm. entertain people. must collect entertainment fees next time. haha.. i shall not elaborate much . lazy.. i'm still waiting for the photos. SEND ME!!!

went for oschool recital yest with tp peepz. and saw quite a number of UP people. lol. aiya. all oso people from other poly dance club. confirm will see. haha.

quite a nice performance. although most of the time i cant really see well especially the breaking. kena blocked. but but, can see that the performers are really enjoying. haha.. theres's Hip Hop, Popping, Breaking, Reggae, LA hip hop, Jazz and performance by the o crew.

I like the part where ryan dance with a lady, i think the name Ann, i supposed. ryan super got feel. idol. lol. gin is of cos the all time favourite by tpde. lol. sizzling hot.. haha.. ok.. the rest of o crew oso good. aiya. all those performed in the recital is good. how I wished I could be like them. oh well..

Aim of next year Big Groove and Recital. But then I guess Big groove bah. recital must be an O schooler and I'm not. no money for becoming one. I WANT TO IMPROVE. HOW!!!!!!!

ok. after performance, went to lau pat sar for my first meal of the day. So it's Brelundin or Breunner (breakfast, lunch and dinner). lol. the word look quite nice. haha. Oooo. invented new words. lol. ok. i think tat's a word for meals between breakfast and lunch or something like that. oh well.. forget it. my ang moh still sucks. lol.

After my Breunner, went to watch Enchanted at PS. the show quite nice I think. at least I guess it wont make you fall aslp even you are quite tired/emo and when the show is around 1plus am. lol. took night owl back home. quite fast. twice faster den night rider. i think cheaper oso. not sure. Den after reaching tamp. all alight different place. i tot of eating mac breakfast. den andreas called to ask wanna go for breakfast. lol.. same mind set. lol. den we meet him at the inter mac. and saw corn and kat who alighted one stop before us. lol. got fate. lol. nv ask they want or not oso can meet them there. lol.. so after which, went home. lol..

sunday, which is today. slept till 3plus pm after the mac breakfast. den went study awhile with the dope people and back home rest. haha.
ok. i think it's super long post. shall stop. some random photos taken yesterday recently or long ago for the updates.

Celebration

My Bao Face Clan

Take 1. I look gd. haha.

The Baos

Viva Arts Performance

2007-11-29T03:13:00.000+08:00

Viva Arts Performance by TPDE junior Part 1

Still got more. below!

Viva Arts Performance by TPDE junior Part 2

Finally I could put this in my blog. haha.. Credit to Kw who uploaded this..

it's getting nearer

2007-11-28T23:28:00.000+08:00

you turning 19 in exactly 1month more.
time flies.. but you are still in mind.

可能妳已經忘了
忘了我們的故事
也不再愛我了

我卻依然想著妳
但這感覺也漸漸
消失在時間裡

我也慢慢地明白
過去是用來回憶的
我想我學會了放手
只是需要多一些時間

ok. i noe this is a super random post. haha. ok. nvm.. i guess i'm abit emotionally affected after reading so many emo post. hahah.. so people, stop writing emo stuff. lol..

i think i should study more. my result is getting from worst to Jia lat.. and alot of projects to do. and DAMN, some of the project i dun even know how to do. argh...
but no dance oso sian.. everyday after sch go home. super nothing do. haha..
Got back asp.net quiz. Not bad. 9/10. careless stupid 1 mistake. den 13/20 for Itech. argh.. must study. but i dun understand VLSM!! shit..

ok. monday celebrated Kw's birthday. Can see he super happy with the new bike DOPE 2611. haha.. oh.. sunday midnight we went to his block and celebrated for him oso. haha. it's so funny. blowing the candle on the floor and ride beside the drain. hahaha. bo bian. the wind too big, den we have to hide behind a wall that is beside the drain. lol.. super weird way of celebrating blowing the cake. haha.. ok at least we celebrated.

out of so many birthdays, his present is the most dope and most people contributed. more people give "Face"..haha.. guess mine was the simplest of all. haha. ok. better den nothing. cos that time dunno the Dope people yet. lol.. oh well. thinking of next year, must be super sian. will be having SIP/MP. it's a Monday!! argh.. 21st bday is ruin.. sian diao. hahaha. nvm... just a birthday.

wat other random stuff i can post? hmm.. UP! celebration on friday. yeah. and den performace on the 6th, 8th and 22nd dec. haha..whooohh...hope i get to perform for all. lol. and heard that the got people request UP to perform for next year NDP. lol. such a small group to perform? haha. we will see den.. when time comes.

oh well.. I guess I shall not emo. Move on with live. Hope you live happier each day bah. and we will still be in contact. :)

不懂+记得

2007-11-26T02:43:00.000+08:00

Recently I find this two song very nice. Although same melody but different lyrics.. Mayb it's a song that represent my mood now. lol.

林俊杰-不懂
己经好远了
腿也有一点累了
我们都不知道路有多远
走到何时才歇一歇

不如就现在吧
让我们都停下
但是在休息后
我们还不知道继续走的理由

雨都停了天都亮了
我们还不懂
这爱情路究竟
带我们到什么地方
是要持续仍旧珍惜
还是回到原地
如今此刻的我
的确是有一点疲倦

张惠妹-记得
谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口

过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

我们都忘了
这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的
有一天有一天都会停的

让时间说真话
虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后
我们都不知道会不会有遗憾

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句
是我们以后的伤口

过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

我们都累了
却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑
怎么说怎么说都没有救

亲爱的为什么
也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人
等对方先说找分开的理由

谁还记得
爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中
看见了不同的天空

走的太远
终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我
要有两个相反的梦

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口

过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

What shall i update. Forgot wat i did. Anyway, sat morning as usual, gin's training, LA hip hop routine for the day. very nice. but difficult to catch the timing. dunno if i'll be choosen for the routine, cos i want. lol. At nite went pasir ris park to find Fireflies with kw and wanTing. Waited for them for 1and half hour and was abit sian diao and pissed. but den at least they nv pang seh. lol. didnt find any fireflies in the end. but alot of flies around. lol.

Sunday, went to syc to meet up with HR crew. talk bout some stuff of the crew, blah blah and den out for lunch with the peeps. But not all present today. Sounded fun joining the crew but stress. Have to have good results to be in the group, den will have to choreo 1min of own routine of any genre of dance and to be show during 29th of dec, first official training of HR. sian half. how to choreo. ARgh... den in time to come, will have to watch videos, den write review of the videos. woah lao.. difficult. but den, that's the way i can improve. haha. fun.

And oh yah. 22nd dec, urban passion performing for Friday Rendezvous concert. Frens, please come down and support. Think I'll be performing. haha..

Ok, I'm tired..bye..

Urban Passionz! Episode

2007-11-22T18:06:00.000+08:00

i shall update a post full of photos. lol. it will load damn freaking long i guess. haha.. enjoy.

Urban Passionz!

Leya, who take care of our well being. Thanx!

All Poly Dance Clubs(1)

All Poly Dance Clubs(2)

All Poly Dance Clubs(3)

All Poly Dance Club(4)

NRA with 2 extra(Jin Wen,JW & Jun Wei,JW)

The Real NRA

SP Dance Club

Fbodz

The only TPDE plus my "gay" partner ks from NRA.

All Uni Dance Club

Secondary & JC Student

Support of Nike Pants(All same. -.-')

Jump UP!

Karen & Shanz.

Jefferson

Yvonne aka Maggie Mee

Jin Wen

dance pract video

2007-11-19T23:32:00.000+08:00

Practicing for TpRawks. Joey, Joycelyn, Wei Rong and Me kena choose to demo again. :)

Make It Work by TPDE Junior, Group 1

This video is few weeks back. haha.. Not very clear and cant really see the formation though. haha.

eh.. eventful days

2007-11-17T23:53:00.000+08:00

let me see.. wat did have I done for the past week. start from last week..

ok. Super late updates. last thursday, a public holiday(deepavali), had Urban Passion last training @ ntu Studio. it is much better den first studio we went and definately more feel dancing in the studio. haha. dope. ok. Trg till quite late. went off around 9pm cos i need take 1hr plus transport back home plus not really feeling well.. Supposed to do my assignment, but sis using both of the Comp -.-' den she wake me up at 5plus. and i dun feel like doing liao. I got Fever, I'm hot, I can't be stop. lol. ok. lame.. So I didnt went school as I'm tired plus not feeling well yet.

But I went meet them in the afternoon and go for lunch at changi village on sam's father's lorry. Ok, I think my voice super weird and funny in recording. haha..sounds so different from I listen to myself speak and the voice from the video.

Saturday. Gin's class.. Learnt 2 routine. I think it's for concert. and I think I got in for 1. quite happy. At first nv hear my name for the 2. den abit sian diao. but den when she say dance again for the 2nd routine, she say i'm already in. haha. is i nv hear. cos too noisy..
Went to bishan stadium after tat. reach 2plus. rehearsal once and den prepare for perform. ok. Guess everyone had seen the UP's encore video. it's in the previous post..

Sunday went down to PA(People Association) to so call help out in chingay. haha.. everyone i know ask me got join or not. lol. I wish I could join, but I got not much time. too bad..hopefully I'll be able to help out in someways or another bah. haha.. :)

I guess there's nothing much on monday.
Tuesday was prac for Tprawks..Before that meet Wan Ting and den watched Iron Ladies II. abit lame lah. haha..

Wed.. wat did I do. Went home to wash my sweat pants after sch and den back to slack in sch.. when everyone else go for modern, I went home. -.-' lol.

Thusday, TpRawks day for us dancers.. Super fun. but den Super tired. imagine dancing the same routine for 3times. from 10plus am to 6plus.
3 different slot. I was selected to put on stage. eh no, haha.. should be to be on stage on the 3rd slot..Rahim Teach super fast. lol. ok. Guess we are all tired.. Had fun battling.. den those secondary school student oso battle. but den, some is like dunno wat they doing. anyway, they have fun can liao. haha..and there's one tat do WindMill. woah lao. it's dope. the whole hall was high up. haha.. DOPE!

but den the end, Whole of Rawkers was in the hall. Dance-d mass dance with ah foong. although we both oso blur blur. any how dance. lol.. den when everyone formed a big circle in the sports hall, we dance ran around and clap the hands of the others. lol. like hundreds of them. haha. and I banged into one cos I didnt see the person. someone infront of me blocked my view. I'm so sorry to the person. ok. hope she doesnt recognise me if she come Tp. or she's already a Tp student. lol..
Should be that's all for the day.

Friday, CCN day in the afternoon. saw a bag tat andreas bring. I've booked the bag. trying to save money for it. haha. Den at nite we go the Jam & ~~Hop.~~ Was allow to go in the tcc cos we are special VIP. lol.. no lah. cos tpsu give face. Alot of Jamming. but den, no hop. shitty. wasted time. but we opened circle and cypher like 5mins after we went in. lol. super dope. Didnt get a chance to go in. Nvm. next time bah. when I'm better at my free style. haha.. and the Jasmine B-girl came too. She's dope man. she battle breaking. I think she's dope lah. haha.. idol.. Pei Fu Pei Fu. I can't even do a simple baby freeze. lol.. jia lat. Weak..

Saturday, which is today. had Gin's class in the morning, Today was a girls routine day. but den if guys want to learn can. I didnt learn. guess I was too tired to learn. after which, gin asked different style of dancer to go out and freestyle. Woah sian. My popping dunno wat i doing.. locking oso dunno wat I doing. Shitty. dunno if i can get in or not. :(
Afternoon went to Institution Mtg at Tsc. quite a interesting mtg. It's better den the normal way of mtg. haha..
At nite went to Binan's house for some gathering plus celebrate her bday in advance..
She and Cuihui bought me the Secret's Piano Scores when they went taiwan during Sept. this is so happy. lol.. ok.. altough i'm still abit sad for my guitar. I broke it yesterday when I got home. F***. the "Head" Break in to piece. hopeless. haiz.. Think i'll nv ever gonna own a guitar anymore. haiz. anyone want sponsor? next years present. lol.. haiz..

ok. nothing liao. end here. super tired and long day. bye.. takecare.

Some Videos

2007-11-13T00:53:00.000+08:00

Zhou Jie Lun - 我不配

如果你不是周杰倫
那該有多好

Step Up 2 Movie Trailer

Step Up is already Dope, Step Up to will be more Dope!
haha.. I want watch. Faster Screen it man..haha.

Ne Yo - Because of You

Make It Work Dance

Hope everyone enjoy the video. :)

Urban Passion 10/11/2007

2007-11-12T10:39:00.000+08:00

This is the Encore dance of Urban Passion. Haha. actually we encore ourself. haha. Fun. Enjoy.. Will put up the actual performance if the video is up. :-) and photos if i got them. haha.. currently no others msn contact. please add me and send me the photos!! junwei1987@hotmail.com. Thanx yoz

All I can say is, UP! rock.. stone.. pebble.. sand.. granite..diamond.. the Stadium. haha..

oh.. I missed UP. haha.. seemed like everyone put they misses UP in their blog or watever, den i must oso put i miss UP. haha.. although I only go crazy on the last day and get to know the rest on the last day, but still I'm glad. haha. await for the UP celebration. haha.. oh yah.. The guy in white pant in the vid, is Mac.Tan. haha. so Attract attention right.. lol..haha. He's a Dancer cum Soccer player for that day. haha.. ok. that's for it..hope u enjoy watching the video.

Performance tml

2007-11-09T22:07:00.000+08:00

tml bishan stadium. Soka 40yrs anniversary cum Celebrities soccer match.

sad to say. CPR not going to perform. due to too last min and some were stress out. hmm.. ok.. i'm not angry bout it. but i'm abit disappointed. Cos everyone have learnt the steps. it's only the formation. but I know, they scare they couldnt perform well.. so it's ok.. but to a point, people from SSA will still appreciate our effort. Even my iic said, just go there to enjoy and dun take it to stress..I think so too. To enjoy the process is more impt than the results. Cos it's the process where we grow and become better. Well, I couldnt help. I dun wish to see my frens arguing whether or not to perform. I guess I shall not ask them to perform next time if it's very rush..

Anyway the following is for: Andreas, Katherine, Meichin, Joey, Kai Wen, Di di, Serene, Joyce and Frankie(Not in any particular order)

Thank you for your precious time these few days. thanx for the effort you have put in. Although not able to perform together this time round. Well I guess there's more chances. Hope everythings fine. Sorry for asking you all to join if you think it's only for the sake of being there or kena force but not enjoying or anything else. I only though of enjoying the performance with everyone. Once again. thanks for participating whenever I reached out for somebody. :)

ok. since CPR not performing. So I can concentrate on Urban Passionz's performance. Which is oso a dance. haha. hopefully I'll give all out tml. Currently sick and collapsing soon. haha.. Sad to say that I didnt really bond with the UP people. Most of the time I think I'm quiet and loner. haha. lazy to make frens. haha. But den, I know some of them already. And some is from NRA or Fbodz, saw them before. so still ok lah. Should be I nv warm up to my lameness. so couldnt bond with them. haha. hopefully tml will be better. :)

Some pic of Urban Passionz. Mainly Group photo, cos I'm in side. haha

Our logo. On our shirt tml. with our own name. :)

First Time I went

Actual Training Ground.

Last Training.

Some random pic.

standing marcus at around 160cm.
Sitting Jin Wen(choreographer) at around 185cm.
haha.

ok. that's bout it. takecare. See ya people.

tired out

2007-11-07T02:20:00.000+08:00

today, quite tired..
didnt go for lecture again.
Den went to eat LJS with classmate. Back to sch. Slack at library and think of new inspiration for lyrics.

Den 4pm to sport complex. Practice for soka dance. den 7pm practice for TpRawk dance at studio.
Surprisingly I kena choose to dance again cos my steps are clean and got strength. haha.. quite happy lah. means mayb i dance not bad. haaha. need to be trg more and lots more to improve. haha.. hopefully one day is instructor gin ask me to dance again. haha.. I think I started to sound like secondary sch people that blog. lol.. mix too much with younger people. haha. forgot i'm already 20. lol..

Super tired..Coughing..A little confuse in my mind.
I need time..I need space..I need to think..I need to relax.
dun wished to continue..
bye. takecare.

Down

2007-11-06T01:08:00.000+08:00

Sorry to make you guys worried. I'm fine. Just tat it's 5th of the month. Not I come "that one". lol.. just tat. aiya.. dunno how to say it out.

thanx for the concern of everyone. :)

it's just a day
images flash thru
seemed like it was only yest.
And I wished tat the time would stop
On the moment that I could still hold on to you.

more pics

2007-11-04T22:17:00.000+08:00

More pics form Art fest and some random pic tat i didnt post.

Edit version, I name it: Mirror of Emotions.

Kat Emo-ing. Look artistic. I took the pic. Brighten it too.

Me in yellow skinnies. Ok, not that skinny. lol

Kai Wen

Some Random Pic taken weeks back. "FBodz"

Seh Seh and Me outside Suki Sushi.

Frankie and one Guy from Fbodz(Look alike backview)

They say I look like one guy from NRA, dunno inBass or 8Steps.

My hip hop partner, look like 2 kids. My face look so big. -.-'

Before performance

Take 2

Take 3.

Junior Popper.

Popping Style

Random

Dun open your eye so big. Sibiling look alike?

Sushi last sat.

In Tac studio 4

2nd week of sch

2007-11-02T23:20:00.000+08:00

end of 2nd week. Damn bored. time past fast..

Sat 27/10/07
After dance, went sushi buffet at Cineleisure with the dope people and instructor gin.
Den went to somewhere. i forgot where. lol..

Wed performance outside tp library was good..Did pretty well I think. Although I've got only one supported whom is Yvonne. haha..Will post the video if possible. haha..some photos will be uploaded.

thursday. Went butter factory with 9other people. lol. we got lost in our way there. not many people is there. When I stepped in, I tot the party over, but den, it's actually that few people. lol..
We were dancing to our own group of people. den there's like 1 or 2 battling. frankie with one indian. den forgot got who le. haha. some guy's wanna know Iris. lol. buay ta han. say dun want liao keep pester. -.-'

Funny thing is, when I dance until sian le. den sit down near the dance floor. A girl came up to me and ask me to how to do glide. obviously she nv say the word glide. she just do some leg action which I think she meant glide. Looks more like Happy Feet. lol.. ok. den I taught her how. den she learn abit. Den wanna try moon walk, den I oso tell her how. lol.. Funny... Like out of sudden ask me. Tio chua. so I teach awhile I paiseh den walked away. lol.. ok lah. got notice the group of girls got keep looking towards our side. haha. mayb we dance too pro le. haha. Bo Bian, we are dancer. lol.. hao lian.. like er... hahaha.. ok. random

Not bad ah, still got girl come "talk" to me. haha..Crazy.
Ok, den dance till around 2 den stopped. look at the other people. and WA LAU. those guys grind the girl like there's no tml loh. -.-' and the girl oso.. shake head... wat's so fun bout grinding? lol. mayb should try experience it. lol.. I can't imagine me grinding. lol. must be funny like hell.. hahaha..

Ok, friday, which is today, lesson started 8am. so I obviously didnt slp since i clubbed last night. haha. was like dozing off in the lab session. dun even know what I'm doing..
After sch end, went mensa, den slp at SAR. so paiseh that I snore again. Sorry lah. either I too tired, if not is not used to the environment. Must be tired.. So woke up. den went opposite sch. slack, den went for soka trg. Finally I learnt all the steps. Lots of formation..

WQ doing freeze "Kick" ---> PY

Disturbing PY

Disturbing PY Part 2

Frankie ah..

Wei Qiang: Bboy Yo

Wan Ting: previous hip hop partner

Iris: I body slam you and throw you upside down
Dunno why her eye so big in pic.

Bei Fang aka Bei Bei

Andreas

Rahim disturbing PY

Hip Hop: Ice Box

Jean aka seh seh. I think we look like sibiling in here?!

Dead man pose. Wei Rong

Samantha: Wanna Reggae?

Audrey aka jean look alike.

周杰伦 - 彩虹

2007-10-28T22:59:00.000+08:00

如果能让我从新再来一次
我希望我不曾出现在你生命里

那里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有的云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始围绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

RAP
看不见你的笑要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

Trying the best

2007-10-26T01:08:00.001+08:00

2 Words:

Dead Beat.

Sprain Toes.

Missing you.

So Random.

Ha Ha.

Take Care.

Smile Always.

Bye Bye.

Amendment

2007-10-25T00:55:00.000+08:00

Due to somebody complaint about it..ok. I missed out someOne for the Steam boat session at Meichin's house.

so. the 1 more person who's there is Wan Ting. "1 STOP"
lol. random.

Smile.

Long Holiday Ending..

2007-10-22T00:32:00.000+08:00

some updates. ok. i think this update should be long enuff. Have fun reading. :)

Start
Friday 12/10/07
went ice skating at East. but not the normal east. it's JURONG EAST. and we super Power. took 2hrs of bus ride from East Bedok to Jurong East. lol.. Quite a fun time ice skate. my last time ice skate. I think year 2000 eh. haha. and this time, my feet not that pain. haha..

Fell once becos of kat. -.-' haha. okok. lucky only the shin tio wet..
ok. after ice skate. went back. and it's 2hr bus ride again.

Slack at small mac awhile den went home.

People involve:
Andreas, BeiFang, ,Corn, Iris, Joyce, Kaiwen, Katherine, Mei Chin, Serene, Samantha and Me.

Sat 13/10/07
Supposedly night cycling. but den the weather abit PMS-ing. so changed to movie. Before movie, Went play pool with andreas, den Didi, Nelson and Meiqi joined in later on.

Watched Resident Evil-Extinction. Not a bad show to watch.
After watching, cabbed back to tamp, slack at mac again with the usual few.

People involved:
Movie -Didi, Nelson, Andreas, Joyce, Junji and Me.
Slacking - Joyce, Kat, Kaiwen, Corn, Andreas and Me.
Support Actress: Meiqi

Sunday 14/10/07
Early morning went to NTU to learn dance. Upcoming soka having a event. 10nov at Bishan Stadium. So I'm asked to join the Hip Hop Dance. Ok. there's actually different genre of dance. Locking, House, Hip Hop, Girl's HH, abit whacking, abit reggae I think. the routine quite fun. I like locking best. Have to catch up all the steps. Still got lots I haven't learn. Shit. And I missed 2 trg.

After dance trg, went to have lunch with the people at Jurong Point. Den went to cityhall to meet TPDE. Went for dance festival at Esplanade. Learnt 2 rountine, 1 by Gin, 1 By Daniel quite fun. But super sweaty. After the thing, went to slack around at MS's mac with some TPDE plus few FBODz people. dun really know them.

Home Swet Home after that.

People Involve:
Too many to list. :)

Monday 15/10/07
I sleep whole day. super tired. I slept from sunday night till monday night. haha. bout 15 hours. 7plus pm woke up. Den had my dinner around 9. Den bout 10plus, Kat called and ask whether want supper. So I went to meet Corn and her at 201. finish our supper. Went to Iris's house to collect a small bike for Kat. Meet up with kaiwen and den we cycle to Aranda Chalet.

We climbed in the chalet from the "kitchen" area. Sort of like back door. We machiam spiderman go in. Wait for everyone else to leave the area den sneak in. Supposedly to surprise the senior by asking them "Tml musical training wat time ah." But den Pang Yang walk to the door and saw us. den sian diao. So we quickly stand up and surprise the rest. haha.. super DOPE!

Den we stay for 5min. Left, den climb in the door again. haha. This time round ask need full dress? haha..when we really left, "the one not to be spoke of" lock the back door. Face not very white. haha. ok. nvm. Den we continue our cycling. cycle to red house. but nv went in. Den went we cycle back, we saw something in a bungalow. a red round face like stuff. den we CHUA TIO. so quickly cycle back to downtown. this is like DOPE of the DOPEST. haha.. we sawed ghost. lol..

So we slack awhile at downtown mac, and went back to check again. It was a reflection. but super scary lah. haha. so we sit down in the middle of the road and talk. lol.

People involve:
Kaiwen, Kat, Corn and Me.

Tuesday/Wednesday (16-17)/10/07
Morning went with andreas and joyce to collect andreas's free 3 month trial pass at studio wu. Then went back to sch for finale prac. Taught joey, didi, Jean and Wei rong the locking and house routine I learnt during free time. We added more and more steps in. So fun. haha.. After prac, went home. Slp awhile. eat something. Den meet Kaiwen and gang to cycle to Aranda chalet.

We took our own sweet time to buy drink when we are asked to buy. lol. So me, kaiwen, wanting, badd and kevin went cycling around pasir ris park. haha. no one even care bout us. haha. all playing games. It was a close shave. I skipped the game. haha..

Ate mac in the morning like around 4-5am. Slp awhile. haha. sorry tat I snored. Woke up, check out time. den all went breakfast. Mac or subway for the rest. I didnt eat cos I've eaten. lol. Then went arcade. Played some games. Like Para Para and Basketball games. Den I went off.

Met Ms Jia Jia at 2pm. Acc her go study at airport. Reach there, ate lunch. Yum yum Tom Yum at the staff canteen. den off to BK and study. Look at her study. lol. 1hr and 3o mins. lol. ok lah. I got doze off awhile. And ah, I think the BK cheat my money. I ask for medium Barley, den the cup is like Mac's regular size. -.-' tot BK medium is really medium? sian. ok nvm. random. haha.

After she finish, slack at a place in airport. Den observe people and talk crap. haha.
Back to TM to have dinner and off back to home.

People involve:
Chalet: TPDE
Study: Jia Jia and me

Thursday 18/10/07
Back to sch for musical training. Learn alot of new routine. And I forgot wat I did on this day. haha.

Friday 19/10/07
Back to sch for training again. It was meichin's bday. So we bought Munchy donuts for her and candle on donut. Wat a new way of bday cake. I mean donut. haha.

Supposedly to go for Soka trg, but I skipped. bad bad me.. went for grocery shopping with the girls. Den Steam boat a meichin's house. Shall not elaborate too much on that. lazy. ahha.. Home sweet home after tat.

People involved:
Buy And Preparing Food: Mei Chin, Joyce, Bei Fang, Iris, Samantha and Me
Steamboat: The above names + Andreas, Kat, Corn, Kaiwen, Nelson, Gen and Serene.

Saturday 20/10/07
Morning almost late for gin's class. Den I saw many people running to the studio, I oso start running. But den gin didnt come. -.-' So we practice on our own. Had subcomm meeting, den went to find the rest at TM for lunch. Headed to Andreas House after that for mahjong till late night.

Supposed to meet my buddies at boon's house for gathering. but i didnt go. so sorry.

People invovled:
Andreas, Meichin, Iris, Joyce, Me, Corn, Kat, Samantha and me.

Sunday 21/10/07
Supposed to go Soka trg at Tsc, But I overslept. lol. sian diao. and I think my back hurts again. so nv go oso. lol. sort of like excuses. lol. but evening time went andreas house for mahjong again. Supposedly to have dope gang outing, but den not many people free. it's ok. Mahjong till 10, went dinner and back home.

People Involved: Andreas, Corn, Kat, Mervin and me.

Monday 22/10/07
Sch Started. Argh.. haven enjoy enuff. Oh well.. anyway, starts at 12pm, end at 4pm. Sad to say tat, many people not same class liao. Sian.. My crap talking buddy gone. Sian, Should have choose Java as elective. Argh... Nvm. Sch was fine. Sort of boring modules I have. And saw quite a number of dancer wore Sweat suit. Not bad. But we not dope enuff. haha. nv all gather. lol. haha.

Skipped my cds Lect and went for dance prac at 6pm. Lucky enuff to have studio to use. So we practice from 6pm to 11pm for guys. Dope.. haha. okok. Learnt the partner work and YES!!!! My partner is WAN TING. abit random. haha. ok lah. not bad to have her as partner. :)
So the guys continue to training form 9plus when the girls are released. How DOPE can we be? it must be THIS DOPE! haha..

People Involved:
Hip Hop Group.

Tuesday 23/10/07
Sch at 12pm. end at 4pm. A boring day. Fell asleep in lect. haha.
Went to meet some of them at tamp int Mac after sch..Dope awhile. 8 People including the driver *Squeeze* into a Nissan Sunny headed back to sch for dance trg. How dope. And we play the Slope in tp. lol. Some of us had our head banged into the ceiling of the car. power to the max. haha..

Finale tg from 6pm to 9. den hip hop group continue. So we practice formation and stuff. So sad. changed partner. :( no longer WAN TING. Going to have chemistry liao den changed. dash dot dash. hahaha.. ok..

People Involved: Lazy to name. All the time same dope people.

Takecare and smile always people. :)

Quotes - Love

2007-10-12T03:15:00.000+08:00

True love should be transformative, a process that amplifies our capacity to cherish not just one person but all people. It can make us stronger, lift us higher and deepen us as individuals. Yet, in the end, we can only partner with those befitting ourselves. The same is true of friendship. Only to the extent that one polishes oneself now can one hope to develop wonderful bonds of the heart in the future.

Daisaku Ikeda

A day and many other day

2007-10-11T22:17:00.000+08:00

woah sian. Lao sai man.. nv go out.Supposed to work today, so pai seh tat put andreas aeroplane..
Ok, let's start off updating day by day if I could ever remember.

Monday 8/10/07
Went JB with dan and ray. Reach there around 11am. Den ate fishball noodle there before we go Citysquare shop and YES!! I finally got my shoes. It's like I went there few time nv got any shoes. This time I bought 2pairs. haha.. and I bought a Shirt. Printed- IPood. lol. amazing tee prints. haha.

Nike

DCSHOESCOUSA

Ok. We went watch I NowProunce You Chuck and Larry. it's like so cheap only lah. the price actually is 9Rm on Monday and Tuesday, but den we saw student price, so it's 6Rm. and we actually can use Singapore student card. lol. just tat they need photocopy. lol.. dunno for wat. mayb go borrow loanshark. haha. imagine 6Rm. which is only $2.60. somemore the seat is nice. Cathay mah. haha.. woah. if Singapore movie is so cheap, I think there wont be pirated CD liao. lol..

Ok. then after movie. walk around. den bought some portugese egg tart home to eat. quite nice.
A fruitful day. haha.

Tuesday 9/10/07
nothing much. morning met up with Joyce and Andreas and acc Andreas go studio Wu collect his free pass. den had lunch at "Lao pa sat" and went back to sch for musical trg. Had to show our item to the tp art director or something like that.

I guess I need more practice. a bit forgot my steps. haha. shit.

Wednesday 10/10/07
morning went for funeral- cremation day. so sad to see someone you love gone. But this is life. I can't help it. I tot I wont cry, and yes, I didn't cry. But tears came to me when I chant in the heart for my (Lao Dioh). I vividly remembered how healthy he used to look like. how big size he is and how cheerful he is. But he looked so thin when I saw him lying in the coffin and I didn't manage to see him the last time.

Many things went thru my mind while thinking of life and death. How do people cope with lost of loved ones. Like someone you always used to have him or her around and suddenly they are gone. The feeling is so indescribable. Life comes and go. I know it would be hard for the living ones to stay strong. In my opinion, I guess the living one should stay even stronger. Live better for the one that is gone. Creating more good values in ones' life and live it to the fullest. Never ever waste a single moment. Learning anything, Appreciate people or their work, encourage someone who is need it when they are down, stop complaining bout anything. Complain lead on to more negative stuff. Challenges/struggles in life should nv be easily taken or heck care bout. It's only thru struggles tat we will grow and become a better person and create values in own and others life.

haha. ok. abit random feeling here.

After the funeral, I went Ka La(Karaoke) with few people.
hmm.. Andreas, Andy, Joyce, Jean, Ah Foong, Mei chin, Mei Qi, Wei Qiang, Wei Rong, Unice. Should be all bah.. Sang from 1pm to 7pm. lol. Den we went to a place to eat. the name i think is Aston. forgot. katong area. not bad lah. quite nice to eat. but den squeezy.

After dinner, went play pool. it's like long time play once. I can't play. sucky. haha. so after which, went Parkway slack at the mac. and yah, Me and Mei qi was like Controlling ourself not to Pang Sai. lol.. Stomachahce. lol. No wonder today I lao sai. haha. shitty.. haha..

So we were "playing" the (Shoot Shag Marry). So they were asking random 3 different person name in Tpde. like who will you shoot(not your cup of tea), Shag(have sex with) and Marry. lol. it's so funny lah. then they anyhow name.. lol.. Quite a fun game to play. lol.

We conclude the most Shootalicious person, the Shaggable person and Marry-able person. Lol. For both guys and girls. lol.. I shall not say the name here. lol. Cos Some I oso forgot. lol..

Wei Rong(Superstars?)

Mei Qi(I look tall)

Didi(I'm still tall)

Wei Qiang(I'm still quite tall)

Andreas(The owner of the shades)

Meiqi with her funny faces(Unice look sad)

Meiqi, Jean, Unice(What's with that eye pose?)

At the Dinner

Unice Emo-ing

Take 1

Take 2.

End..

Sentosa!!

2007-10-05T23:30:00.000+08:00

Went sentosa today! finally after so long I go sentosa to sun tan. haha..
not many people went.
let me see who was there: kat, kaiwen, andreas, meichin, joyce, iris, samantha, serene plus me.
i think no more..
so today not very happening. haha..

meeting time 8am. but as usual, late comers. so end up we reached sentosa around 10plus.

nothing to do at sentosa somemore. no ball to play..have nothing.. only some of us sun tanned. joyce, kat, meichin. but kat and meichin only for awhile..

something I find it very funny, iris put sun blocked, den she sit under the shades while we sun tanning. lol.. super cartoon. Go sentosa put sun block den sit under shade to sun tan. muahahaha. She dun want sun tan. lol. But she want play with water. dash dot dash -.-'. haha. Dun want "Ke Yi"(purposely) sun tan.. ok fine. haha. LADIES. I shall not use girls. should use ladies. cos of one song where by it goes. LADIES~~. haha..

I think I'm like the photographer today. lol. machiam FHM yet not FHM photographer. lol.. Funny. Cos the LADIES dun dare to take out their shirt leaving only their bikini. Den at there want take off dun want take off. lol.. weird weird. Girls nowadays all like that? lol. okok. nvm. think they are more conservative type(Bao Shou).. in some way is good. At least they noe how to protect themselves. In another, I will think, they might as well just wear a normal t-shirt dun wear the bikini. that makes things easier. lol. no need think. Well, not my prob anyway. just find it cartoon. lol..

Went off around 2plus. Was late for work. damn. den kena NIAO by raymond. woah seh. the most BEST thing is. i took cab. the uncle dunno the place. woah seh. den drive wrong. den stop one side. ask me help him check STREET DIRECTORY. den he call his fren to help. my GOSH!!. Almost wanted to say: "Uncle, if I know, wat for I'm a passenger not a driver?" win liao loh.. woah. another best thing is, I still help the uncle check. but i anyhow check. show him the page he oso dunno. BEST OF BEST stuff. the place is just like one more street down the road. the uncle turned to a street too fast loh. win liao.. *shake head*. he say he will deduct some money from the fare. woah. the some is not alot loh. 80cents. but we wasted like 1dollar plus while searching for the direction. OH MAN! nvm. Count myself "lucky". really is dash dot dash loh. -.-'

Ok. I reached the place. den my job was like very easy type of job lah. Sort of healthy life style thing for working people. so those people from Sing Health come. then they have to go thru 4 station. I spent 1hr waiting for the game to start at the fitness corner in Telok blangah hill park. Woah. feeding the mosqitoes over there. Almost go crazy staying there alone for 1 hr before the game start.. it's like trees everywhere.. Forest I should say. No wonder those people stay inside forest for years gone crazy. I stay there 1hr already bored to death.
Then there super lots of different type of spiders and ants. Aiya, one word, insects. super itchy loh. I think I'm like Sun Wu Kong(monkey god). scratching here and there. I killed alot of insects. I think ants. and it's like very big ants loh. dunno wat they eat to grow so big. hahahaha..Must eat Zai(vegetarian) liao.haha.. kidding..too much killing. Wat to do so bored over there..the game ended quite fast i think. All the teams came quite fast. Ok, the station isnt that hard to clear. haha..
ok. it pays to have such an easy and good pay job. 2hrs plus of mosqitoes feedin.. not bad. 30bucks. but i spent on ez link top up and dinner liao. plus the cab fare. woah. ok lah. better den nothing..

After work, when back to meet joyce and people. at first tot alot people going studio wu for free class. but den end up only few. so slacked at studio wu for 1 hr. and went long john for dinner.
that's bout my day. suck a boring yet not that boring day. haha. crap.

tml dance lesson. my gosh. CYPHERING!! -.-' i cannot freestyle loh. and tml got meeting at ICA. should I become CIC? hmm.. mayb i should try. Next week gonna have musical trg again. -.-' for the coming TP art fest. wah piang. dun everyday lah. sian. and should be going to andreas's dad's shop to work on thursday. nv try sales before. should be new experience.
end here. byebye. smile! :)

Healthy life

2007-10-04T15:10:00.000+08:00

Went swimming @ 9am with Dan and Ray. Long time since I last swam. and First time I went to the Tampines Swimming complex after its renovation.

Shiok. Think I swam 2 full laps. back and fore is consider 1lap right? haha. anyway, to think I can swam continuously is already a breakthrough, cos nv done tat before. Or nv did I try before. Must swim at least 2twice a week. Train breathing and stamina. Will help in dance too. More strength to dance. haha..

k. crap.. Going out soon. joyce wanna go out slack.. and later i've got to go SYC to learn some mass dance for coming sat Nationwide meeting at ICA. sort of like post SD concert celebration. haha.. Anyone interested to go this sat? 3pm. Contact me.. :)

Takecare and smile.. :)

Night Cycling + Movie

2007-10-03T19:55:00.000+08:00

Went to watch Rogue Assassin on tuesday night after my nice sleep from the whole night of cycling before that..The movie is not that nice. The storyline not nice..No Climax..Sort of gross and no link..

But only few of us went. corn-joyce-jj-andreas-katherine.

Shall blog more on night cycling
Dopest Thing you will ever do - Night Cycling. Especially with dopest people. haha.. Went night cycling on Monday. Meeting time was 8pm at ECP mac, but as usual, everyone was late. so all reached b4 9pm. Then after, we went to ecp's hawker to makan. At around 10plus, we headed back to mac to find joey and joyce. So we headed off to town at bout 11pm. It was a slow journey there. But fun. We practically stopped at many place. First is near Indoor Stadium, The Hotel at cityhall(I think is Swissotel), den the Kopitiam near oschool, The Cathay, Cineleisure, Youth Park, Taka, Shaw house's Mac. Last but not least another Mac further down Shaw House. Forgot the place. haha..

Dopest of the Dope. We were doing crazy stuff everywhere we went. Like breaking outside cathay, inside the hotel, and some riding the bike inside PS. woah. Super Ghetto lah..We have security guards chasing us everywhere we went. lol.. Dunno why we resting outside the shopping mall oso cannot. not as if we going in.. hahaha.. ok. Photos shall do the talking.

People who were there:
Andreas-BeiFang-Corn-DiDi-Iris-Junji-Joey-Joyce

Kaiwen-Katherine-Nelson-Samantha-Weiqiang

The Girls

The forever standard pose for girls.

The guys

Best pose

LADIES!

Ready to go

Pose on escalator

Weeeee!!!!!

Jump!!

Posing on escalator again

Staircase Freeze

Try Handstand outside lift

Split on Escalator

Another one!

Random Pose

Outside 24hrs Kopitiam

Once a Popper, Always a Popper

Corn Posing with BIKES

13 Bikes

14 Bikers

My Standard Pose(have to change new style)

Not Ready!

Headstand, shoulder and standup chair!lol

This is nice!

Mass Freeze outside The Cathay

We are Super Ghetto

Looks like Oversea

Saturday late night freeze!

Now On!

Resting!

Again!

Not Ready!!

Count: 5 6 7 8

Nice!

Artistic

Emo Cutout

Youth Park for youth like US!

Freeze on the Road: Guys

Macdonald. All Tired

Enjoying Breakfast@ 4 plus am

Hotcake with/without Sausage gang!

All looks dead

Eat oso take photo! Busy people.

Andreas + Me entertaining Iris and Bei Fang

Emo Andreas

Corn in the backgroundKat in the Foreground

Musical@Children Home

2007-10-03T17:48:00.000+08:00

So much so for my holiday. 1 month past and it's over.
The kids at the children home is so adorable yet naughty. haha
They have some potential in them to become good dancer.
Shall not type much. Cos Picture says a thousand words.

Us with the kids

Energetic: Hip Hop-er

Muscle Aching: Popper

Bone Breaking: Breaker

Emo-ist: Lyrical-Lyrist

Katerine

Wanting(Weird Weird Girl)

Female Popper.Joey

They look more like kids.

Andreas playing with the kid

Dinner session outside CPF's kfc

Popping Intructor: Danny aka Zai Zai look alike

Random 1

Random 2

Entertainment Before going to Children Home

Me and Wei qiang

Inside Joke bout the pose. hahaha

Obscene

Funny Faces

Act cute

Pose 2

Pose 3

Bimbo Pose

Serious

Monkey Pose

Wrong Angle

Weiqiang kena "Tao Pok"

Shocking 1

Shocking 2

Wq, Danny, Me and Martin

"The Hair Stylist" - Royston

Dopest Photo ever

Future Breakers

Nelson doing his hand stand

CPR photos(Part 1)

2007-09-27T00:20:00.000+08:00

The Singer(Gen)___The Ryan(Nelson)

The Bimbo(Royston)__The Ghetto(Meichin)

Xi Nu Ai Le(Iris) ___ Dead Pose(Corn)

The Pinkie(Serene)___The Joker(Kaiwen)

The Breaker Girl(Joyce)__The Supporter(Pang Yang)

The Observer(Jun Ji)

The old man(Jun wei)_____Dolphin Owner(Wei Rong)

One of the many couplicious photo (Weirong & Joey)

Kaiwen: "I'm tired..let's sleep.."

Nelson:"eh, kaiwen that looks fun. I'll join in the sleep"

Nelson:"Dun waste time, get some sleep "

CPR after performance

Locker Girls & Twin

Nelson & Serene

Weirong & Serene

Serene & Steph

Yi Li & Serene

Serene & Joyce

Serene & Jun Ji (Extra:Gen)

Frankie & Serene

Serene & Kai Wen

Serene & Bimbo Royston(Muahaha)

Serene & Joey

Serene & Gen(Extra: Stephy)

Locker Girls(What are they trying to do?)

One Of the Scandal couple

CPR on the journey to find food

Part of us @ Cafe Cartel

Another part of us @ Cafe Cartel

Few photo only lah. not too much. haha..

Upload more when I receive more..

Notice, serene took individual photo with everyone except me...muahaha..

Obviously the owner of the cam(Serene) dun like me..haha..

Saddening..So not popular..shake head..haha..nvm..old man not popular. haha.

eh.. she same age as me. muahaha..

Had so much fun with CPR. Definately we went thru alot.

Everyone definately have grown up in someway or another.

Smile everyone. Takecare.. :)

SD concert review

2007-09-24T22:23:00.000+08:00

Woohoo.. finally sd concert finished..

Some little updates. lazy to type very long.

this is the 4th week of my holiday. But I've been going back to sch everyday since the start of holiday. and last week it's like everyday 10am-9pm in school. Woah. So I'll be lost touch with the world. dun even know what's happening around.

Alot of problem faced during the practice for SD concert. Misunderstanding, not united, blah blah blah. dun wished to elaborate. Anyway, it's good to have problems. and through problems den we will grow and become stronger each time. I'm so glad that most of it could be solved during group bonding session during the last training..actually not much of bonding, more of like communicating. Yes.. and definately communication is impt. Exactly what Ikeda Sensei have always explained and written in his encouragements. Communication is the best way to break down barriers between people. :)

I think all of us definately grow and breakthrough after all this period. Great!! haha.So everyone will be much stronger the next time they face struggles and challenges again..

Ok back to the concert part. I was super nervous when watching the concert. But when I chant, I feel more calmed. Nelson say he feel calm oso. Although he's listening.. Hope everyone in the team understand our practice of chanting before every concert. :)
definately chanting will calm a person. But after the chanting I start to become nervous again. h

haah..Everyone was super nervous when it's almost our turn to perform.. Was at back stage group hugging. lol. super nervous.. den when it's our turn, I heard cheering.. haha.. But when on stage, it's not that nervous. haha. i'm always like that.. haha..
Den locking part, I was doing the smile and twist pose. Den I heard people shout my name. lol. But I dunno how. Please own up someone. lol I think is one of my buddies. lol. They smsed me and say I super act cute. haha.. Thanx Raymond, Stanley, Daniel and Li ping for coming down to support..

I think the whole concert, our item is the most high one. But other items oso gd.. haha.. :) and yesterday seemed like a match make day. My group girl want know Orange Cove guy, den Orange Cove girl(whom is my fren) want to know my group 1 of the guy. lol. so funny. den another band group want to know my group girl. lol.. so like a matchmake day. lol. Youngest nowadays.. lol.. shake head.. Why no one girls want to know me? lol. too act cute..I spotted some eyecandies too. haha.. :)

Taken quite a few photos, But I didnt took alot, the rest of them took like millions after the concert. haha..photos coming soon..

What else could I update? haha. alot of stuff happened lah. funny, sad, angry, crappy.. all sorts.. lol. enjoyed hanging out with the them.. ok. i shall stop here. can't think much to say..
takecare everyone and smile.

CPR

2007-09-20T01:30:00.000+08:00

Small portion of TPDE

CPR(excluding those unable to perform)

Trying to act cool.

Guys of CPR

Girls of CPR. wat's with the salsa hand pose?

Locker guys

2 locker girls. Arent they cute?

When CPR walks in Unity.

Re Mi Fa So Do ---Mi Re Do Fa So

Charlie Chaplin long lost brothers?

when black meets white.

ups and down

2007-09-12T02:37:00.000+08:00

so much have happened today. it's so drama..

dance should be fun. but of cos, I know problems do surface..
but it's getting worst. hopefully we will go thru it.

did I make a mistake of asking people to dance together?
So hard to compromise everyone. each have their own views.
Can't we work as a team?
feel so sad seeing like the group not happy doing the soka performance.
Think I'm not a leader person. I can't lead. So many prob surface.
One by one quitting. saddening to see.. Why do people choose to run from problems, struggles.

oh well. i believe we can overcome it. performance is next sunday. So I must stay positive. :)
Jia You.

seemed like you've got someone new in mind. yup. of cos I do feel sad, jealoused. but I guess I'm no one to you to be jealous. so. I could only let go. 只要你快乐就好. I wish those phrase in your nick were referring to me. But it's just plain wish. it can nv be. You left a wonderful memories to me. and i think it's time for me to really let go.. And I will try. Life still got to move on yeah. At least, in my book of life, pages were filled up beautifully with your love once.

Ok. i'm tired and Fan.. I think i need time to relax in place like beach or wat. feel the breeze. haha. k. takecare people. smile!!!

我会好好过

2007-09-09T23:26:00.000+08:00

你的爱很像泡沫
太轻或太重
都不在手中

我的爱就像天空
太放或太收
你都只是风

你来过却爱上自由
你出走我不问理由

我会好好过
等你再爱我
总有个角落
会让你想起我

我会好好过
等你再爱我
向右或向左
都有我站在这里守候

你留下很多
够我面对寂寞
寂寞不重
重是爱太多

我会好好过
当你回头
看到的一定是我

Fireworks2007

2007-08-28T01:53:00.000+08:00

Fireworks2007 taken by shu mei. I didnt go on fri.
So nice n Magical feeling.. not very clear though.

it's kind of

2007-08-27T02:00:00.001+08:00

hard to move on.

i think i emo-ing soon..

emo mode..

sian half mode..

haiz...

suntec dance

2007-08-26T04:46:00.000+08:00

fulfilling day.

Scream like mad.

play like mad.
"DASHING DIVA"
"GUESS"
"GAP"
"YESS"
haha..

it's so fun hang around with fellow dancer. lol..

teams from NRA(NP) is gd. Definately.. Standard way above TPDE.
Junior got to work harder..
But EPIC Crew(TP) Definately strong too.
Cool Popping and Locking..
Great ideas.

I think we pissed off some NRA people. lol. keep shouting crap. lol..

Saw Koksheng, apparently from NRA.
May, Elleen and kokchuan was there too. for awhile. lol

Surprising call from jessica. Woah. it's like 4 years nv see her liao. den she suddenly called.
Saw me at cityhall. lol. ok. well well, she still remembers me. haha..

but exams still on going.
1sept must show our item, 23rd performing.

So can't wait for holiday to start..
Dun intend to work.
Wanted to quit WSS training.

TOTALLY COOL, i've found Secret's piano scores + those melodies in the movie. damn nice.. i could play it now. haha.. still learning.. take sometimes...

Train hard, practice hard.. I hope I can dance gd someday. lol

ok. Random can!! the CAN CAN VIRUS.. haha..
takecare. smile!!

What this means?

2007-08-24T12:48:00.000+08:00

What this means?

2007-08-23T03:57:00.000+08:00

Back pain

Random post. I still feel.

2007-08-22T06:44:00.000+08:00

Gd morning...ok. the time now is 5.21am Wednesday. tat's early.. haha.
well, not that i wake up early. just tat i have not sleep yet.
oh well.. my day become night n my night become day. haha.. exams in like 60hrs more.
die.. not even one chapter i've done studying.

ok. went mac just now with yvonne to study awhile. yah. study.. but i didnt really focus. As always, cannot study with frens. lol.. think i'm best at studying alone. well.. read thru chap 6. and slack there. till bout 1am. den poof to hm..

ok. i think i super random today. and yup. so here's a random post..

i'm actually quite happy. you replied me. at last. well, sending you gd nite msg you wont reply,send you my emo msg you oso wont reply, send you sensei guidances den you will reply. asking why i suddenly sms you that. well, basically didnt only sent it to you. haha.. and i didnt expect you to reply. so yup.. exchanged few msg, and you stopped replying. -.-' why always like
that. Anyway, it's ok. You seemed fine. Life is so fun for you cos of ndp. haha.. bet you know some new guys. u say no one woo you, all too young or too old. lol.. anyway, i wanted to ask, so can i woo you again? yah. WANTED. but i didnt. cos i know once i said that, you wont reply. and if you reply the answer would be no, I guess. hmm.. well, of cos if I know you got
new guy i will be sad. and of cos, it's stupid of me. Just like the song I've wrote, 是我傻(Stupid me). well direct translate. haha. ok. digress. the lyric, is just wat I feel. Definately the song is for you. I've always, and still regard you as my gf. everytime when i say something that links with you, I say my gf blah blah blah. haha. ok. i'm sorry. I know you are not mine
now.. but den I just couldnt say ex gf. cos my heart still beats for you, at least till now it is still. I'm not sure whether you are reading this or not. mayb yes, mayb no.. I'm so contradicting.. want hope you will read. yet oso wont read it. dunno how you would react. or no reaction. Hope you read so you can reply wat i want to ask. but scare tat it's not the answer I want to hear. lol.. humans..

people told me to let go. yah. let go is easier to say than done. Last time I told my fren, let go bah, time would heal. Now is my turn. haha.. cause and effect..
well, I'm trying to let go. I'm really trying.
Dance and dance n dance.. nothing but dance.. but den, sometimes, some small stuff make me think of you. Small little action. or words.

Fireworks makes me think of the time we had last year.
my birthday reminds me of those sweet little present you made and gave me..
Songs I've always sing for you during all the night we were on the phone.
Bus 59 reminds me of the trips to your house.
the sport tat let us know each other-Roller blade..
Zoo day was a fun day with you.
Movies definately worth much more watching with you.
Staying up late at nite to help you with your work is a joy. Though I complaint. but dun mean it.
Those time tat I could hold your hand, seeing you falling aslp on my lap. I told myself.. I'm the most happiest and fortunate man, okok. I know I look young, so most happiest and fortunate boy in the world. Nothing else could be happier.

You said you felt insecured. Say it's time for me to look at only you. yah. of cos I dun deny I look at girls. But den, my heart doesnt beat for them. It only beats for you. But I didnt say it.
You came my house and cried suddenly, I knew something was wrong. And I guessed it right. I was afraid that I might lose you. tat time but then, thank you for still loving me after you think about it...
All I need is a little more time and I could acc you after I finish my proj. tat day I was quite happy cos of my new nice haircut(haha )and wanted to meet you, but you say your nephew going your house.So end up,we didnt meet. I was happy when I called you then, but our story ended that very day. I shouldnt have made the choice. I am fool.. I sounded I'm ok. I tot I'll be ok. But still... tears flows like FREEFLOW of drink for pizzahut buffet. lol..

bout 1month after we broke, you msged suddenly around 2am. said you were afraid, can't slp cos of new environment. didnt know who to sms den only could sms me. I'm so happy.. Yayness!! In my heart I thinking if i still have the chance. But den I dare not think too much. haha.. after which, no news from you.

have been sending bout 3 emo sms to you for the past months. Sorry if I irritate you.. but den, I just miss you.. I'm not going to send you anymore tat kind of msg. I guess I should move on.
I hope I can. But I still hope I got one more chance..

Dunno why but I can't fall into another r/s. It's seemed like u will appear in my mind when I tried to move on.. I still missing you.. it's badly. tat bad..

ok.. people.. i'm not being emo-ing here. so i'm fine yah. hahaha.. just feelings...

haha. woah. machiam just broke off. den write those stuff. haha. ok. i'm tired. ending off.. time now is 6.43am, wed. tata..
takecare and smile..

weekend..

2007-08-18T23:43:00.000+08:00

oooo... finally project ends..
yesterday is jialat.. ICA interview. den whatever the lecturer ask, den i anyhow answer. i think he know not i do one.. jia lat. somemore i heard from shu mei that got people kena caught for copying.. SHIT.. pray hard.. but i understand the code. just that not very well... pray hard i dun get caught..

I'm practically like dancing everday. n i didnt even study.. shit.. i must shift my focus back.. i dun wanna fail..

today morning went to support danny. yet the performance is cancelled due too wet weather. -.-' so early loh. 11am. den i woke up like at 930.. sweat. ok nvm.. den went to esplanade space to slack n dance. So gen n joey starting choreographing.. like for the contemp dance part. and they did the choreo in like half an hr. haha.. like when me n junji went buy food den they done their choreo. lol.. pro..

after that, gen n joey went home while me n junji stayed on abit longer. wanted to dance but den too full. i like hungry ghost. eat 2meals. lol. EAT REVENGE(吃报仇). hahaha... did abit of steps, but i forgot most of it.. haha... so after slacking till like 2.30pm, 2 of us went back. i went hm while JJ went service.

reach home bout 3.30. slept for half an hr. den kena woke up by gen's call.. den continue slp awhie n prepare to go watch suntec dance competition. We was late. so when we reached there, was like packed. and the venue of the competition changed into indoor. so it's packed like nobody business.. den my back abit pain. stand too long..

I think i today abit pissed off..haha.. like people walk oso dunno how to walk. i was sitting there n not blocking. den they oso can kick on me..or their bag or stuff hit me..woah. not once but like 5times above.. den went at suntec watching the competition, got one uncle like breathe so hard lah. n he was standing behind me. OH THANKS ah.. his "AIR" keep blow on me.. -.-'' BREATHE OUT SO HARD FOR WAT. woah lao.. not i want gei gao lah. but den, very irritating n no courtesy leh... ok. nvm.. i bet he doesnt noe.. oh well...

So after watching, went to ta bao dinner n den wait for fireworks. it isnt that nice as wat shu mei had send me for yesterday de.. sian.. should have go yesterday.. but i went studio to dance..actually nv dance much. I very slpy. Thursday do java till friday morning 6plus am. den 10plus go sch.. den interview.. den go studio. woah. tired like mad..

Not enuff slp. ok.. i think i need a 24hr slp tml. ahaha..
takecare people.. smile..

是我傻

2007-08-16T02:27:00.000+08:00

Finalise version with melody..

Singer: 佘诗恩

你的小手我曾牵过
你的笑容让我心跳
你的一切使我爱上
但你却离开了我

现在的我一个人走
少了个你有点寂寞
我只希望你会幸福
最后一句我爱你

爱要怎么走到未来
两人分手后才明白
最美丽的笑容
失去后就无法再拥有

是我太傻让你离开
只是我自己受到伤害
看你脸上的笑容
我也就会学着离开

random

2007-08-12T19:29:00.000+08:00

I love dancing.. Dance is Fun.

Gonna have 2 events to perform soon. SSA's student division youth concert n Children Home.
Coming Sept.. yes! can't wait. But den.. urgh.. choreography for the youth concert. 7Beats is collaborating with RHR. ooo.. hope we can make it on time.. haha..

Fun...Yeah.. Jialat. Too slack.. Study first.. I dun want sub paper..

Project due

2007-08-08T02:34:00.000+08:00

All project due this week n next week!! arh!!!

mobcomp
dmsd
socio presentation
java

wat's more to come..
tired. I'm really tired. Strength-less..
i need some comfort.
some sleep..
some time..
some fun..

movie

2007-08-06T00:19:00.000+08:00

watched Secret with Ms wong at the cathay. The show is very very nice.. thumbs up for Jay chou. Great story.. Watch twice oso worth. haha.. But i'm not describing the movie. Cos
這是不能說的秘密. Watch it people! nice. I mean, if you like romance show. haha.. But it's more than just romance. Secret. haha.

After movie, went dinner at fishmarket. Serving is HUGE. i can't finish my food n drink. so is Ms Wong. So went walk around. den from ps walk to cityhall den around the area walked awhile. N back home around 9plus..n my back hurts like mad. Mayb stand too long or wat.Sian.. Tat's bout my sunday..

Saturday morning went for dance trg.. den slack in studio. Den gin was teaching the senior. so some junior stay on oso. Den she oso teach us. haha. so gd.. learn for free. haha. after that went for my socio test and it's a killing paper. confirm die. haiz. haha.. Went home to change den meet gen to go cityhall together. Wait for the rest of the dancer n head down to DXO for the dance competition.

The first part was boring, cos still got like speech day. N we sang national anthem there. -.-' ok. the dance competition is organised by pasir ris council or something. woah. damn waste time. But competition is gd. there are few team i dun think it's good. So after everything. wanted to stay in DXO. but some of them not 18. so they not allowed to stay. try finding the wrist band for them. but end up, we still go off at 9pm. so went to buy food n slack in esplanade. outside the library. Head home at 11plus.

Tat's my weekend. interesting weekend. :) smile!! takecare everyone

Just my creation

2007-07-30T00:27:00.000+08:00

Composed within an hour or two. might not be perfect/finalise

Song title: 是我傻 Lyrics: 苏俊玮

*

你的小手我曾牵过
你的笑容让我心跳
你的一切使我爱上
但你却离开了我

现在的我一个人走
少了个你有点寂寞
我只希望你会幸福
最后一句我爱你

爱是什么两人相爱
还是分手后才深爱
最美丽的笑容
失去后才想要挽留

是我太傻让你离开
做出最愚蠢的选择
以为这样你会快乐
但却使我掉了眼泪

Repeat *

我就会也学著离开

time to move on

2007-07-27T22:20:00.000+08:00

have been slacken.. didnt really focus much on study.. I should move on.. cannot stop.. Time to dun stop, things dun change after it happened.. But I just can't. Ok. mayb i'm emo-ing. well, tat's life...haha..

Have to stop all my crap... Study hard... HOLIDAY WILL BE HERE SOON den i will have all the time to be emo if i want.. lol.. jiayou...

Projects.. Suddenly i dunno how to do programming. Like back to Zero again.. have to work overnight... i think work abit overloaded.. Damn, so many projects n all is need think one. Not saying that one or 2 just research. All need alot of brain cell to think den can do.. argh....

Now without dance training everyday or every few day, my days seemed mundane.. and yah.. I think it's pretty mundane.. And oso very lazy to go gakkai meeting. I think I should make more effort to go down.. To encourage myself and I can in turn encourage other people. How am I supposed to cheer people up when my own life-condition is so low. lol..

Ok, mundane life, boring blog. Nothing else. smile people!!

enjoy watching...

2007-07-23T01:45:00.000+08:00

Videos of Salsa Perfomance n 7Beats on Vibes

Happy Birthday

2007-07-21T23:54:00.000+08:00

Yeah!! Happy Birthday to myself. lol.. haha..
Actually I very happy this year.. Cos very surprised celebration for me..
Shall not elaborate much..lazy to type. I will tell you personally if you ask. lol
Thanks everyone for the greetings.. Thanx the few people from dance.. For the pleasant surprise of the cake. haha.. So touch..

Anyway.. Didnt go out and celebrate. just tat went for hip hop, den salsa practice.. till 3plus den we go eat lunch.den sort of celebrate. haha.. Thanx so much.. :) Especially to someone.. you know who you are..lol..Thanx for the effort. So heartwarming..

Reach home bout 7plus. den use com. went to eat dinner n i asked yvonne to acc me. lol.. den chat awhile n went home. I love chicken chop from tmart kopitiam. nice..

Ok.. i shall stop. I hungry again. lol.. Takecare everyone.. and ya..
Happy Birthday to Jia Jia.. Stay Pretty!!!

Vibes photos

2007-07-17T02:12:00.001+08:00

Ok, well, some late photos from vibes n stuff..
Too bad we didnt take much photos during our everyday training outside business's CHEERS.

This is like the few we had. haha..

training starts everyday at 6pm.(7Beats OwnRehearsal)

The training ends 9pm everyday. Look!, our 'Gin' Opps, I mean our dearest Gen is giving her debriefing after trg. hahaha.. Everyone was so serious And why is 'ron' posing for the cam?

Group photo time!! 7Beats crew, yup, 7 where one is missing! Where's serene? lol..

Before Vibes5 starts.. Crew of 7Beats n still missing one!! haha..

Oh, I started to miss my crew n vibes. ok. well, at least I still see some of them in school. haha..

off to bed now.. takecare n smile!!

Wicked good

2007-07-15T19:53:00.000+08:00

Kudos to this guy man! Beatboxing with flute. Give me a Hell Ya!

finished

2007-07-14T03:05:00.000+08:00

yes! we had finished our learning our salsa dance routine. Just have to brush up our steps n yah.. we are good to perform on 22nd July. haha.. suntec city. around 3.30pm.

The steps was very very messy.. the hand. the leg.. my gosh.. i must improve!! 1 more week!! salsa is FUN!! really fun. but den must do nice is not easy..hahaha. ok. i know I repeat it alot of times. haha..

Oh yah, learnt some new routine from razzmy today.. the dance abit taxing to my backbone.. pains.. n sometimes I dun even know whether is it my bone or kidney that feeling pain. jia lat. So scare of kidney problem.. oh my gosh..

Shall offline now..it's 3.12am saturday. few more hours to practices. takecare n smile everyone!

Salsa

2007-07-11T22:18:00.001+08:00

Yesterday
Went for salsa training at a studio somewhere in Joo Chiat. It was fun, but den if want to dance nicely must be very confident n basic must be good. So it's my first time trying salsa. I felt so retarded while dancing. N there was like couple dance. Gosh!! I was so pai seh lah. Ask me to dance with someone I know for less than 3hr. lol. N I didnt really tok to my partner. Worst, din even catch her name correctly. lol..

Ok, I will work hard so as to not make a fool out of myself on 22nd July at suntec. haha.. please go n support me on the day. lol.. Stress! left like bout 1 week n we need to perform. Have to dance like professional salsa dance. How sia!! Practice only 1 time only. 3 more to go I guess.. Wish me luck people!

Today
Day was as usual, n I finally managed to wake up for my morning lecture. But den, I catch no ball. Stress. Yr 2 is damn stressful lah. Think I'm gonna flunk my yr2 if I dun buck up. Haiz.. had been slacking too much. Not focusing on my studies but on activities. No mood to study. N I dunno why.. haiz..

Side-track
Oh yah. yest, I said:"teacher you should prepare before you teach" to one of my lecturer. Then he replied: "Jun wei, that's very hurtful. How you know I didnt prepare. I was preparing something else." Duh!!! yah. something else n not wat he's teaching. Damn. Then he can still after 5min walk up to me n said my word very hurtful to him. Woah piang, wat a sensitive guy. But den true wat, if he prepared, den he wouldnt have always problem showing us wat he's gonna teach.
Btw, I dun understand single thing he's saying. He was just like you got to have this code, got to do this. Yah right, who in the world will understand it when we didnt even understand why must do this n tat.. Damn loh. Was a bit pissed off when he came to me n say he felt hurt. yah lah. I know I abit "guo fen"(over), but den, wat's true is true. Ok mayb he did prepare, but den, people dun understand. I bet 95% of the class dun understand. Oh well, how am I going to do my proj for that. Damn. ok forget it..

Well, I've got like netInfra, inetcapp, mobcomp, database n socio project. blah blah blah.. hell taxing lah.. ARGH!!!! FAN AH!!! Very rush for all projects. n somemore so many I dun understand. Shitty lah..
Think I'm not having n wisdom n courage.. I shall chant more.. I must not be defeated by sanshoshima.. Jia You Junwei, believe you can, n you can!! Must not disappoint myself n my mom..

Didnt when for socio tutorial today after staying in sch till the lesson start. Was taking a nap at eng hall 1. but den when times up, I felt more tired n abit not well, so went home at 4 where the lesson just started. Damn lame right? lol. oh well, socio is hard to understand.. Mayb my ang moh not good. lol.. And ya, please stop saying I'm china boy Genevieve!! lol.. I'm not china boy..lol. Just tat's I'm more chinese influenced okay!!

Hopefully I could bring laptop to sch tml. have to use it. Takecare everyone n SMile always!!

Vibes 5

2007-07-08T22:20:00.000+08:00

Yesterday marked the end of Vibes 5 dance competition.. had lots n lots of fun. We simple went high ourself. haha. 7Beats!! yeah.. although we didnt win in actual fact, to me we already won b4 vibes as we've come so far!

Of cos, congrats to Right Hand Rule!! oh!! i'm gonna miss those training days.. haha. stress but well FUN!! dance is fun.

the day started early..12pm was the reporting time. den the run thru at 1pm. drag till bout 2plus. I went hm to take the tix as I've forgotten to take. Mayb I'm old liao. haha. den went backn it's bout time for Dance agm. it goes on like introduction to dance main comm.. video of past event, up coming events. talk from ex dance president n blah blah. n introduce of sub-comm candidate where I'm one of them. lol.. i abit stunned when call my name. haha. hopefully there's people vote for me. haha.. den agm ends around 430pm. had our dinner. the chicken rice was nice n not forgetting the "muah chee" made by Jean's mom..
Den 7Beats had our few practice. den Warm up n prepare for competition.. Everything seemed to happen so fast.. My heart keep pumping fast enuff that it could jump out anytime.. n when it's our turn be prepared. It's worst. but den, everythings seemed ok when the emcee's call out our name.

The moment was tense yet I felt good.. Like as if I'm performing for thousands n hundreds of people to see. All the cheers from the people.. Thanks although I'm sure most of the people I dunno. But, confirm fren's of my teammate.. haha.. Seeing people perform is like Woah!! nv ending.. But den when it's your turn, it's like VOOM!! gone in a flash of light.. "Tai Shang Yi Fen Zhong, Tai Xia Shi Nian Gong." Direct translation means: The work you seen on stage for 1 minute, is the hardwork of the people for 10 year." Well well.. good things must come to an end. haha..

Oh, Hai Shing secondary n RP came for competition too.. :) not bad too...

I want the pix from Vibes. thought didnt really take much photos. but den. picture!! who should I get it from? haha.. videos oso.. It's quite a gd memory. life, full of memories yah?! haha..

ok. will be having another good memory soon I guess. Salsa performance on the 22nd July, which is 1 day after my bday. lol.. I dun even know wat performance is that. haha.. anyway, different type of dance, different type of exposure. haha.. :)

Shall stop here.. update when I got the pix n video. Smile!

不能說的秘密

2007-07-04T00:37:00.000+08:00

Love this song!! Await for JayChou movie next month

suddenly..

2007-07-03T22:51:00.001+08:00

suddenly i felt so stress so here to post. I dunno why.. but den, my mind n hear just feels like difficult to think n breathe.. the air like just "men zai xin li, chuan bu guo qi."

ah!!. wat when wrong? hmm.. mayb too many projects n i haven start.. quiz.. lab test.. presentation.. competition.. AH!!!!! helpp.. someone... ah....

Ok. think i shall go do my daimoku and evening gongyo.. so I can calm down.. JIA YOU!!!

MilkRun

2007-07-01T23:58:00.000+08:00

sat
supposed to meet have much design. n it cos $2.50. so we where she go meet her went for dance lesson in the morning.. slack around in library with lynette's dance grp. oh yah..lynette's my new bestie in poly. haha.. slack till bout 1pm. went home. use com awhile. den went to take a nap around 4plus. woke up at 630 where i'm supposed to meet stephie n yili at far east 7pm to buy our stuff for dance competition. and yah.. dance competition is next week. GOSH!! no more time.. must buck up. Jia You everyone!!

got our stuff.. den me n yili head down to bugis where yili went to find her fren n me finding boon. went to search for bandannas at bugis street, but den comes to no avail. the only shop that sell bandannas didntdidnt get it. After which, i went to wait for boon to have supper, end up he's "celebrating" his last day with his colleague. so i have to go have my dinner cum supper alone. but i went to buy tibits n took bus home.. but den, still meet up with boon n dan at supper around 12am as boon called to say he's hungry. that's bout it n home sweet home..

Sun
runners, but just nice for me. Supposely to meet the rest 1030am at tiong bahru for milk run. but i overslept. So i reached zouk at 12. so there's like run thru or the mass dance, lunch n den prepare for mass dance. n after the mass dance, wait for another 1hr or so for the start of Milkrun. Ran the 4km commnity run. And woah, i'm able to run after like 2 yrs since I last ran. haha.. and of cos, i stopped like bout 4 times. ok.it's incrediblely good already ok. if you noe, i can't run long, my hearts can't take it.. so.. claps for myself. used like 30min to run 4km.. long enuff for gdhaha.. but, the 4km doesnt seemed like 4km. Everytime i run at bedok reservoir, it seemed like hours for running the whole thing.

haha. ok.. after milkrun, collect my bag, but the collection takes 1hr. gosh.. mess everywhere, n I almost lost my caps that is attached to my bag. but lucky me. :) so went for dinner at chinatown temporary market. n before that, went to buy cake for Ricky's bday. n hell, even queuing up for withdraw money takes like 15mins. they foreign worker there dunno how to use the atm. Mayb it's because it's in english. So we sang bday song to Ricky at the hawker centre and it's like people around is looking lah. haha.. so special. But i dun really noe Ricky, new fren i've made recently, n one more new fren I made today. haha. mayb I too long nv go mtg liao, so alot of people from sd I nv see before one. haha.. must go mtg more often, i'm too slack. but den, lot's of commitment.

hmm.. must chant that I can manage my time well. Abit busy in yr2. projects, dance, soka mtg n stuff.. n it's been long time since i last went town or shopping. Gosh! going to be a mountain turtle soon. But den, no one to go out with. seemed like I have no fren tat can go shopping with ah. hahha..

Dance competition coming soon. Excited..Coming sat. 6.30pm at tp auditorium 1. anyone want to watch? I got tickets. contact me. N one more performance coming on 22nd July, n this time is salsa dance, Gosh!! n we haven't even learn the dance. jia lat. haha.. Wish me luck people..
Stop n end off here. Smile.. Takecare..

random

2007-06-28T21:42:00.000+08:00

nothing much to talk about. Got back my TT results. Well, guess i'm lucky enuff to pass all subjects. score well for 1, did super badly for another. the rest moderate.. haiz.
guess my GPA will drop below 3.5 this sem.. Must buck up...

Anyway, went for dance sub-comm interview just now.. I say alot of crap.. shldn't have say i can organise thing. lol.. later ask me organise outing.. sian half.. no wisdom to say the right stuff..
ok. hopefully dun ask me organise. lol..

wat else to update. Hmm.. ok. let's show off abit. haha. got into Director list, will be getting the cert on 27thjuly. haha. think this will be the first n last time i can get the cert. result dropped.. -.-'

n YESSS!!! we finally finished choreographing dance steps. n 1 more week to the competition.. So excited.. yet.. haha.. ok.. well, experience. NO matter win or lose.. :) let's do well guys. if anyone's reading. lol.. n to the other groups who joined, JIA YOU!!!.. ok..so random..
yah.. recently the trend is saying this: "so random". n i dunno why.. lol...

shall stop here. nothing much n lazy to type. smile people!!

A promise and Now that she's gone

2007-06-24T01:27:00.000+08:00

I know you might be reading this
but it's not written on purpose to let you see
just kinda of feeling emo recently.
but I guess I'll go on without you.

I don't bout you
But I do think of the times
we used to share together
it felt so sweet
but hurt so bad

Every thing keep flashing in my mind
the places we went
the things we've done
and the complains you had on me

The ticklish hand signature
and the stamp that comes after that
kinda of childish yet
it's the promise I've made

A promise that we will never be apart
it's being broken now
and never be mended
A memory that stay in the heart
once there

always there

Girl you know I miss you so
I didn't know you had to go
you've had enough of our distance baby
before I had the chance to say
I'm staying with youfor the rest of my life

Don't keep telling me these words
you don't know how much it hurts
and I'll promise you eternity
if you promise me your stay
but now it's too late
I'm no longer the man that I was

I will go on without her
like a fool who's too sure
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing
a fire without its flame
I don't know how to be strong
when my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
now that she's gone
what's left of us is this song

Don't keep telling me these words
you don't know how much it hurts
and I'll promise you eternity
if you promise me your stay
but now it's too late
I'm no longer the man that I was

And I'll go on without her
like a fool who's too sure
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing
a fire without its flame
I don't know how to be strong
when my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
now that she's gone
what's left of us is this song

Baby I know I'm a fool

And I will go on without her
like a fool who's too sure
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing
a fire without its flame
I don't know how to be strong
when my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
now that she's gone
what's left of us is this song

This is our song without a soul
now that you're gone
what's left of us in this song

a day lying

2007-06-20T18:03:00.000+08:00

Dun like the feeling of sick...had myself lying on bed almost more den 24hr yesterday. Vomitted on tuesday 4.30am , halfway thru my sleep -.-'' feeling nausea.. damn.. Wonder is it the food i had at seoul garden or some other stuff...Argh..

Didnt wake up until 4plus in the afternoon. Simply becos no strength and feverish feeling.. Woke up awhile n back to continue my rest cus i can't take the dizziness..Woke up another time at 7plus to 8, watch a bit of tv. ate abit of porridge, not much of an appetite. n i couldn't take it again, so went back lying.. Lying down feels much better.. So slept from 9pm to 11plus n I woke up again. Still feeling dizzy, feverish, nausea plus back ache...n oso feeling kind of hungry yet I can't seemed to eat anything.. So mum cook a bowl of mee suah.. tried finish eating it. If not i will be die of hunger n not fever. lol.. n YES.. finally i finish my 1st complete meal of the day.. hahaha..

Ok.. nothing much after that. Watch bit of tv.. Den continue slping, yet and again. haha... Sick man dun feel awake...

Missed yester plus today of WSS. but Heng enuff that they did nothing much as tp network is down.. haha.. Hopefully I'm ok by tml. still have dance prac... Ok.. I'm craving for some gd food after I've thrown up.. lol.. takecare people.. smile.. :)

WSS training..

2007-06-18T16:47:00.000+08:00

Monday Blues

What this means?

2007-06-18T03:12:00.000+08:00

Colourful Life